The Place of inner knowing

Put yourself in the place of inner knowing that good things are coming to you, Do not try to specify or limit the ways through which they come, By being much more general, and therefore much less resistant, you’re much more willing to allow them to happen. Andreas Antero Ahrens

via The place of inner knowing ‚ÄĒ My Hearts Choices


Choices and how they effect us in an energetially changing world

Choices and how they effect us in an energetially changing world
The beauty and Magical scent of drying rose petals through the house today, all on the therapy couch again. Love going in to the healing room and tossing them to help the drying, the scent is heavenly ŗ•ź ‚ô°‚ąě I needed an extra few tosses just, as I just witnesses a hateful conversation, no fear filled, fueled by mainstream media, anger and resentment of people with another reflection so to speak, and other ideas, yes colour and religion. The ignorance that I head was was beyond horrific, no real solid and true study or information to enlighten themselves at all .. just fearful anger and misplaced hatred of the normal propaganda.
I attempted to input a little truth, real historical facts, but it got me just ignored and looked at like I was the one who had no idea … Hmm ..
I heard the Angels say Shhhh child Ignorance to these are bliss.
Then there is the knowing, that’s mostly made for deep sadness in my life, but no longer does that, thankfully. Today this knowing of what is to come, and my conversations with Spirit, had only a feeling of me being totally neutral with them. For the very first time I just say Thank you for showing me what and why cancer really is persistent in some people and why and how they fuel it. Also I saw around the other person emerging cancer, and also that is in no way my responsibility to clear.
Seeing this dark energy, darker clouds within someone aura is that which has most of my life had me turning myself inside out in attempts and considerations of how I can help these people heal, and mostly got myself blasted by hatred and anger and their fear in the process.
Today I was show this as a clear and beyond obvious answer to why it is that I can not help everyone, even when they ask for help, and why those that ask for help choose not to come and get that help to heal themselves. They simply have far more invested in their fear, anger and resentments, the fuels of hatred than they have in love and compassion.
That too is choice.
This might sound harsh to some of you, but for the first time I have no pain or sadness in seeing that two people, one dying form cancer treatments, painfully and torturous, and the other one building cancer within, I saw she’d know in about 2 years, and then be on the same shitty track as the first.
All the darkened energy is internalised, no longer free flowing around them before it goes inside and causes illness, before I could clear it without them knowing, That is a major change ! A MAJOR CHANGE !
As mother Earth is Ascending, her energies raising, enhancing Love and Compassion, all the spiritual laws of nature is enhancing too.
The law of freedom, of free will, is the law of complete personal responsibility too, it is one and the same.
From what I just witnessed, all I can say is that Love and Compassion is the ONLY way.
Our thoughts are extremely powerful, and we should use them only for creating good. Because it is creating our own health, our own wealth and our own happiness.
Standing by these two women earlier, listening and attempting some reason and words of the necessity of compassion, real truth, honour and integrity as well as taking responsibility or our own messes.
The clarity in what I was shown, their energies churning together in unison, feeding each others resentments and horror, in a kinda righteousness, that had them both join forces and reject all avenues of unconditional love and compassion
As with the raising of the energies in our planet, and in ourselves, those of us that choose to live love and compassion. Trying to help someone who does not want to help themselves and who chooses fear is no longer and option. From what I just witnessed, those choices, will only churn within, and keep darkening until they they leave this planet, which with all their own chosen dark energies just recycling around themselves, and between same energy beings. When they are saturated, they will leave for home, and only then will they have to face the healing and detaching from their egos, as there really is no way to go home that to come eye to eye with our own soul.
The Angels and Guardians have wanted me to write much more about his kind of thing for some time now, I’ve always felt it was a little harsh, but today I realised the imminence importance of such information given with total integrity and honour in truth and love only.
I also realise finally completely and fully that my job is no loner to clear energy debris that is not mine, or is not form some who is specifically asking for my help to do so around them or their home and that are also doing their 50% of the healing from within ŗ•ź ‚ô°‚ąě
That is a real biggie for me to let go ‚̧ & I am most Grateful to Source and the Angels for orchestrating such a blessing today.
We are here to hold LOVE and COMPASSION. We, are the CHANGE. We are not here are garbage collectors and cleaners any more, and that bit is what is making healers ill .. SO let GO ..give UP and let SOURCE and Mother EARTH do what must be done for LOVE and COMPASSION again to flourish in the Physical world.
A pure Heart, knows truth and lives love.
Always much LOVE ŗ•ź ‚ô°‚ąě

Its been a while.. had a lot on my mind and in my heart

Its been a while.. had a lot on my mind and in my heart

I had got in the flow of writing more, but back there in December I got online to see yet again everything had yet again changed on wordpress, I found I needed to go through 3-4 steps where before ONE got me where I wanted to go, yet still all the blogging 101 and 201 as well as writing 201 were not just still on my list of blogs, but now they seemed in the way, the first I come to, while what I really want is down the list .. This was somehow topped by that weeks photo challenge from the daily post … this Oops¬† I had screen shots ready to partake, felt a little naughty but .. thought why not ..I’ll save you the pics, cause I’m sure some or most of you are also stuck with all common rooms no longer used that you can not delete ūüė¶

As all of us, I’m sure, I also had some other fun .. but not so great shots to add or even some good OOOOps’s for a laugh¬† .. but then I sat there and I looked at the screen at the Oops challenge .. and all I could think was .. & this is from the editor of wordpress.. what am I doing wasting my time here.

I also started pondering why easy to find the “chosen” pressed wordpress blogs, but even with a Google search not that many blogs come up. I have to say here that the way I mostly find another wordpress blog is by accident, searching for something unrelated to wordpress and stumbling upon something interesting. Made me wonder why there is not a page where all blogs can be seen when posted, a bit like the news feed at FB or Minds or Twitter and so on .. give us all a chance¬† .. of a major lucky dip as to what we come across and want to see more off.

Well there are beautiful issues, serious issues, funny ones, and oh so much more out there, but, I had this feeling that it would not matter what we write¬† … if it did not fit with the “click” of most “popular” mams n dads at school, like the “in” crowd at school .. which all I really had to say to ..apart from the occasional wide eyes and raised eyebrow..¬† was “REALLY” ..

I got a feeling of having to have a kid, and negate my intelligence for “acceptable” topics, which is somewhat beyond horrifying to me, as being responsible for a beautiful little life .. in my book should get the intelligence and awareness of all that is essential for the beat health and well being for such a precious gift, to come out in force, to come out in force to inform themselves of all that may harm .. as well as all that is safe and beautiful, funny and joyous.

we are living in a world where big Pharma and all the petrochemical producers have been systematically harming our food and our baby and beauty products. The SCIENCE has been available for along time, but repressed, and aided by all those that do not want to know.

Just saw today that even Johnson & Johnson has now payed out 72 million recently as their BABY POWDER is LINKED DIRECTLY TO OVERRAN CANCER .. so pardon me but “REALLY”

That was a bit of an extra, didn’t mean to go there, but for way over 20 years I’ve batting my head against the walls people put up so as not to “upset” themselves .. Upset themselves with something that can save their lives ????

Free will n all, but darn its hard to witness people being slowly and painfully tortured and killed by chemo and radiation .. and their doctors demand complete obedience .. or no help … that’s murder in my opinion¬† ..

Thing is though I know in a different way that doctors do nothing to help even when they easily can ..if you do not fit into their required box of “YES please doc” to all their poison .

NOT KNOWING or REFUSING TO simply means everyone has ticked the following boxes

box tick … yes please poison my food

box tick … yes please poison me and my children with heavy metals and other horrors in vaccines and other petrochemical medications

box tick … yes please … cut down the rain forest ..the lungs of the earth so ..the fast food giants can feed me cheep burgers filled with more petrochemicals that my body can deal with ..

& BOX TICK …. OH YES PLEASE¬† give me pills¬† to deal with all the BAD EFFECTS of the chemicals I eat and breathe …and lather upon my skin so I can feel even worse .. because I refuse to listen to my own body that is SCREAMING to me that it requires healing .. that it requires LOVE .. TRUTH .. and something that is REAL .. NURTURING

Illness is basically your body being DONE being disrespected by you !

What ? NOT FUNNY ..

NO it isn’t

But you give your power ..your free will to those that disrespect it FINE

but you are also giving them your children … to harm

is that also Fine by you … and ..Oh yes please box ticked ? because you prefer to stay ignorant ?


That’s GOOD

Because having been raped by a doctor at age 4 and had NO HELP from anyone .. ever .. and had nothing but disrespect form doctors ever after for refusing to fit their ticked boxes, and for insisting on finding how and where to report it properly, even though they refused to say anything about anything … I have been that child left to fend for herself, her own wounds to heal .. with not just no help.. but hindrances because I know more than they do about what is in their medicines… and that is all they do these days .. sign their name to a prescription for poison.

So my Oops

Marianne  1970-71

Me at 4 .. just before … OOOOPPPS … broken … unwanted … or so my mother said I would always be if I ever spoke about what happened .. told anyone … She my pap and 22 year old older brother who knew basically just ticked the¬† box of “do nothing” “say nothing” ++

I finally found the Police man .. One person of only 2 in my whole life who has actually asked me how I am and if I am really ok¬† .. in the right place to report it to .. not long before this last Xmas .. On my own I found him … .. before that any doctor or official I asked or wrote to¬† .. just blocked me¬† … IT is Now a Cold Case file .. Its a chapter done after 40+ years of being fobbed off … or asking the right questions … for refusing to allow any more harm to myself or to anyone else ..

RESPECT is earned ..and should never just be freely given away … and it should always be mutual ..

LOVE & Forgiveness is the deepest and most powerful strength !

& Healing is a total state of mind and HEART .




I DECLARE WORLD PEACE .. like this !

I DECLARE WORLD PEACE .. like this !

So the dream that .. that led to an even more enlightening discussion on how DECLARING WORLD PEACE and INSISTING on it is actually actually simpler than anyone has considered.

Politicians … Governments … Bureaucracy .. of all kinds .. require votes and¬† .. to “win” or more properly said to “get the job” of service to people and country they require a lot of votes ….

Yes … I know there are many of us consciously choose not to vote simply because we have long since stopped giving our power away to lies deceit and manipulations …. we have long since seen through the veneer of corruption .. followed the money trail and with a little research found that the puppet masters .. pulling the strings of the public marionettes ..are creating a petrochemical nightmare through every aspect of our world .. our food, conventional medicine, and the productions there of .. is laced with waste products of the OIL industry in so many ways its¬† beyond comprehension of any logically thinking individual how anyone consuming and breathing in the toxins petrochemical killing agents ..could not get ill ..

The puppeteers of petrochemical industries is also behind the global military war machine .. the same few individual PEOPLE who are earning billions .. trillions .. on war and destruction¬† … paying the mercenaries that are the terrorists .. that our governments shout about to instil more fear in the masses¬† … Fear can only be n those that do not do a little research .. look into ..and ask questions when things do not balance .. when 2 + 2 no longer is 4 but what ever they choose it to be that day.

Well when you start looking deeper and deeper you realise that more than likely at least half of the politician puppets are threatened and forced .. simply because … undersell themselves once … and like a fish on a line they get pulled in every time .. and as SPIN is their working life … TRUTH is attempted hidden at every turn ..

The SICKNESS of WAR has to STOP … the destructive GREED that is behind selling weapons and petrochemical poisons to both sides of all GREED made conflicts .. is NOT OK with ME … & I have NOT HEARD IT BE OK with any other human I have come across in my life ….

People form ALL religions … form all across the globe … ALL WANT PEACE .. want a place for their children to be SAFE¬† … I have met so much LOVE from people from all over ..all colours … all beliefs¬† .. and WE ALL WANT THE SAME …


So for our DREAM .. we were shown by LOVE that all we have to do is :

Demand from any and all politicians and “leaders”¬† a signed and legally binding contract between them …¬† each single one …. and us the people .. that they sign a contract that they WILL SIGN PEACE TREATIES WITH ALL COUNTRIES AND PEOPLES of this PLANET !


This would have to be done GLOBALLY, but also in each country of cause … so several reputable petition sites … might be the bast way to do this fast and easily …


& so it¬† IS¬† … this SIMPLE if WE ALL CHOOSE IT TOGETHER !


I WISH for ALL .. Good HEALTH . we all have the POWER to have this  .. & Abundance of PEACE LOVE & LIGHT





Awaken LOVE says – as we are far beneath, as well as from beneath our feet

Awaken LOVE says – as we are far beneath, as well as from beneath our feet

Depending on the perspective one has when considering¬† beneath ….¬† the possibilities are endless.

Well maybe not as endless as LOVE of and in all that IS, but Nature as well as the Angels n Guardians sure are impressive, with their daily Magical signs of creation at play ..

Like Hearts found in rock paths across hills

005xbeneath my feet for sure, there is a wee tootsie sticking out there ūüėČ … although I must say walking bear footed in soft green grass or on a sandy beach with the waves washing over, grounding, cleansing and balancing ones path is most Magical indeed.

Then there is the Hearts we are beneath … seems LOVE tirelessly tries to show humanity its Sharing Magical way


so on our planet LIFE will still bloom in every blessed way for the children’s children and their children too

AWAKEN says LOVE ….. the EARTH is ALL YOU HAVE … She is plant filled with LIFE CREATION spinning at lightning speed through the universe … without her GOOD HEALTH we have no earth home.


to HEAL our WOUNDED and DAMAGED home

It just takes ONE to change a habit ….. then others follow and it is done … Our Beautiful world can LIVE on

Giving the children’s children’s children the chance of LIVING a LIFE too.



Solstice Balancing .. Harmonising TRUTH & INTEGRITY

Solstice Balancing .. Harmonising TRUTH & INTEGRITY

Midsummer Solstice aligned about 17.39pm GMT .. this time .. the energy had been quite a ride .. throat & third eye energies aligning to HEART more & more the last couple of weeks .. INTEGRITY .. would be a key word .. all else has & is in major clean up mode ..

Here it’s been a bit like a cold from the nether regions of Hades ūüėČ with a cough that’s rivalled a circus seal .. Hmm & HA ..& its been on a circuit … on n off .. on .. off¬† & so on .. like an ENERGETIC light switch

Let me explain that a couple of weeks ago I had a client with supposedly all the spiritual badges .. Hmm .. studied all from homoeopathy through NLP … & on n on¬† ..¬† had all the pieces o paper to show for it .. and then some.

Was sugary sweet n all .. and had the spiel you could say .. one of those who thinks reading a book or becoming a reiki master on a one weekend course has made you a healing master YIKES .. opened up to the energy .. but not taking RESPONSIBILITY for it 100% .. is¬† …. should I say biting some considerably¬† this solstice ..

Now that’s all none of my business .. its not mine & I can work around it .. but then she said .. She didn’t want to hear people’s stories .. the lies etc¬† .. so she didn’t … Well to me that felt exactly the same as when a doctor fobs someone off .. & without listening gives medicines that just makes someone more ill …because the philosophy is that everyone lies .. none tells the truth … ???? YIKES …

So there I stood .. knowing exactly why she had problems..

We are really way past the time on non integrity .. Once we hit 2012 .. there was n is no longer any easy path of pretence .. insist on masks ..¬† …falseness ..fakeness¬† … .. & the oooo I’m so spiritual in my head but I’m keeping up the drama games .. well it’s NOT working .. & it will get people ill .. but that’s part of the choice of free will .. cause we choose our level of integrity

& the incoming energy of Real LOVE and of total Truth is at 100% … the LOVE LIGHT of Source is holding strong you could say … and YES its causing some chaos in the world … as the fake and the drama is battling their own energy¬† … its a bit like the NON INTEGRITY IMPLOSION … that’s being forced out and onto other people¬† …. and there is only ONE way to fix it …. from the inside out ..ONE by ONE¬† … ooo sidetracking onto bigger things as usual …

so where was I

Well so for me a client like that meant soon as she was out the door my head & chest was hit with a nausea so extreme it had me running to the loo .. it’s a while since the female negative archetypes energies has hit me so physically .. YUCK & YIKES …

Well walked all that off in the woods .. but for a day or two after that it was like the universe put every female mega energy vamp in my presence .. for a major HELLO .. there is some residue of old pain .. from being used n abused by the ooo so fake I love you’s & the poor me’s¬† .. that had you exhausted and running around for them in vain .. .That I wasn’t even aware of .. with all the healing & forgiveness work & then some ..

.. Well a little more forgiveness & releasing was on the cards …. Letting go n blessing a bit more … always good to rebalance the inner energies¬† .. n all that was /is coming out in cold symptoms ūüė¶ bah ..


The second mega hit of the coughing seal performed hit me with a client this Friday a lovely gent who had been coming on n off for years … his supposedly spiritual missus had demanded he start AA .. because she doesn’t drink & he liked to have a few glasses of wine or 2-3 brandies etc ONCE a week .. well the sweet gently soul had only gone & joined Alcoholics Anonymous because he daren’t not ????????? OOO my fricking NORA …

Well it got so stuck in my throat I could hardly finish the treatment … & I have never coughed or anything in front of a client before¬† .. in close to 20 years .. ever .. Wowsers …¬† energy stuff if I’m going though anything at all …¬† it always gets held aside by Angels n Source Light¬† which means I’m right as rain while working . feels good naa¬† great really¬† .. but this time it was like a barking seal concert in full action … YIKES …

& it didn’t stop till I told him I did not feel alcohol problems around him .. and suggested he look at issues that were suppressed ,. that his pain is mostly trying to walk in shoes that others told home to wear even though they did not fit !

Well on another note I also said it will be good for him to go to these meetings.. feels like the healing talking & sharing & 12 steps will give him a backbone will help him find himself ..

However I also saw a glimpse of a future possibility with someone he might meet there that sees him ..and allows him to be .. just be … and love might blossom in mutual respect and integrity … now that I didn’t say … but there us a little part of me that smiles when think of the meanness that would insist on a box for someone just to keep and be in control .. when it might backfire and the bird finds he is free ‚̧ .. I have to say DIVINE has a beautiful order in things … not always the way we expect thing to be or go .. but the beautiful connections are out there … and life when the heart is listened too ..always flows beautifully well with the LOVE of SOURCE ..

So that was more than I intended .. but feels important to share ..cause the energy is strong right now .. but it really is just aligning us to TRUTH .. to unconditional LOVE ..

& for me the cold is simply ..a reminder never to hold anything important back¬† … .. even if its something hard to say .. the being nice n not saying something of value because it might be hard to hear has to be a thing of the past…¬†

Well enjoy the ride Wonderful’s it’s high high energy… release all that weighs you down … and embrace all that lightens your journey ..

REAL LOVE .. Total TRUTH .. & our personal INTEGRITY gives us the most amazing surfboards to coast through the surf of the tides of change¬† & it’s a JOYOUS EVENT

Its a JOYOUS EXPERIENCE .. connecting our HEARTS to SOURCE ‚̧

Wishing you ALL Beautiful magical days & always much LOVE ‚̧

Elegant simplicity

Elegant simplicity

Natures blasts of colour …¬† self seeded glory on the side of road ..


The Bright Beautiful … vividness ¬† … of Summer Poppies always makes me smile

Their elegant simplicity even more striking in their shout of I AM … all that I AM …. just in TRUTH … ME


Deep wisdom into human nature is gained through the ability to recognize TRUTH & untruths.

HEART TRUTH … just IS .. like a flower … It’s always recognisable .. However many people are involved .. their stories just fill each other in .. like a beautiful patchwork quilt .. all harmonises¬† .. whether they come in shouts or whispers .. or and anything in between

Mind’s .. truth … connected to drama / ego .. & the belief is : nobody tells the truth all the time … Here stories do not match .. It’s messy … it’s the whole growing chicken story one turns to a barn full¬† … and there is no deciphering what if anything the original truth was ..or was the opposite off… for the …¬† I didn’t say or do that brigade ūüėČ … I’m pretty sure we’ve all come across those that change the story so often they don’t even recognise it any more themselves ¬† … there are many versions n in betweens here too .. but they always give that feeling of something not being quite right

The bottom line .. WE CHOOSE 

Heart in the driving seat with mind as the copilot as such .. or


The Power that HEALS ALL … honours and respects ALL

The Power that HEALS ALL … honours and respects ALL

When you have a loving heart, its a bit of a learning process, to get to the point of honouring your own lines. A lesson we only get once we extend UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to ourselves. When that time comes that we finally honour our own boundaries, everything changes … everything.


By Respecting & Honouring  Ourself we Honour & Respect others ..

Now I would suggest to say this nice n loud to yourself daily .. right now ūüôā & later repeatedly while looking in the mirror¬† …

By Respecting & Honouring  Myself , I Honour & Respect another

It’s the only way to change the old programming & patterns, to look deep into your own eyes & really seeing YOU.

Really seeing yourself as LOVE … as GOD / Source & the Angels see you.¬† Every Religion pretty much tailors this basic spiritual law in its own words.

Its the KEY to True Self Love & to allowing Unconditional LOVE to flow

When we all remember who we are in in this way, all uniquely separate yet all one in and off source, we realise that we can not do anything to ourselves without if affecting others, and we can do nothing to others that does not happen to ourselves as well.

& as we remember who we are, one by one from the inside out, everything changes. Our choices made consciously, and the world changes. Simply because we are the change, we live that change & there will be PEACE, because how can it not be with RESPECT & HONOUR ALL AROUND!

456x c film  coexist peace warning high risk of peace .¬†¬†¬† Now there is to keep it clear a very BIG difference…

014xNo a HUGE difference REALLY between, Good & Healthy Self Love & the Selfish love of me myself n I¬† .. its not just chalk n cheese¬† … I see it more as the difference between .. that worst of garden pests the weevil .. root eating little killer of beauty ūüė¶¬† which would of cause be the selfishness & greed part ..

VS. ..the most breath taking of flowers, even the most Magnificent Ancient Oak Tree, that radiates strength and breathes LOVE as one with Mama Earth¬† BEing the Blessing of breathing out LOVE in OXYGEN so we can breathe, so we can live in the atmosphere of this little ball of LIFE that’s spinning through space in an unending and unimaginably vast sea of mesmerising beauty..

We are ALL made of the same Magical Beauty,¬† the same Elements are within our Bodies, our every Cell is created with this LOVE .. this LIGHT … this LIFE FORCE of Source.

Now how can we possible dishonour that ..once we  know ?

Simply dishonouring ourselves …is dishonouring another … it is dishonouring our planet … it is dishonouring God / Source¬† … (in which ever words are used to describe it in what ever religion )

image from NASA
image from NASA

Being less than in any way gives nothing to anyone, it merely feeds the mess of the drama

& to put it bluntly just lets  LOVE be trampled & hurt  ..

Leaving those who hold the LOVE and stand in TRUTH feeling tired,¬† exhausted, in pain & even ill …. and that’s not what we are here for.

So let “less than” GO …

It’s not just respecting yourself, but it is also respecting & honouring those you let go, it is letting them find their way in their own way & time¬† …. to making better choices.

Now¬† just cause we choose to live love .. to BE the CHANGE from within .. does not mean we have to accept disrespect .. In any way .. in fact it means that if we accept disrespect we are not the love in truth .. nor can we truly give love completely unconditionally .. & that’s quite a biggie to wrap our heads our hearts around.

In my experience standing fully in the POWER OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE makes the bullies among others who choose lesser vibrations.. silent and often unable to look in your eye, & this with just a whisper & even just a look of REAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. … its like there is a complete deflation of anger and hatred in the presence of Real TRUTH & Real LOVE in true unconditional form .. just streaming it through us from source of all that it.


IT MUST BE RESPECTED by all & for ALL ..

& when it is .. it comes and flourishes from the INSIDE OUT

it sees no colour ..

it sees no doctrine ..


it’s LIFE ..

its the LIFE FORCE that fuels everything & IS us all


You are beautiful .. You are Wonderful

You are made of LOVE in LIGHT..

So Allow that¬† JOY ‚̧ BE LOVE


Lightning Oak …

Lightning Oak …

Mama Natures Miraculous ways .. Lightning Oak as a force of Nature


Great great grandpa Oak here, was Hit by lightning about 13 years ago … sending¬†all his branches flying when¬† .. 4/5ths of him just snapped away by the Lightning striking .. that burnt his insides¬† …. the fire thoroughly hollowing him out

So there he stood .. left for dead .. showed no signs of life for a couple of years …

014xHe looked like an empty shell .. but still felt alive to me.


I had a¬†feeling like his powerful spirit ¬†was still present, I used to go in his hollow trunk .. there is with ease room for 2 or more adults ..and wonder around him¬† intrigued by the complete opposing senses…. my eyes seeing a burnt out trunk .. but my heart & senses felt a great and solid presence.. a beautiful Spirit of Nature healing .. holding the wisdom of Source.

Whenever I visited I was always feeling a deep gratitude for all the oxygen this ancient tree has created in its long long green life … and how much carbon monoxide he had cleared out of the air in the process ….

& sat sharing a little healing for the pain he must have suffered from the lightning fire

The spring of the 3 year I visited there were some green shoots at his crown on one single branch, and since then he’s been steadily added new branches getting a nice full crowning new glory of new green leaves every year…

021x& one last picture of the inside, for now …

081x seems I’ll be writing lightning tree 2 too..¬† Bells of LIGHT

as there was so much energy & orbs when I took these …¬† & there is a bell shaped orb in a series .. put 4¬† pictures together .. and¬† Natures light bells chime … so that coming up next ‚̧



Table manners of squirrels :) … now as for manners

Table manners of squirrels :) … now as for manners

The table manners of squirrels .. something that always makes me smile on woodland wonders ¬† ūüôā ‚̧


OKIE now as for manners .. ¬†I can always say the same for people .. or some folks at least … those that constantly have the need to put you down .. set you right .. well according to them anyways ¬†… Since the post I wrote on being a Brand and wrapping my head around that with some humour … which ¬†got descended upon by some last strangely connection to all I’ve walked away from… and its been always the same scenario… advice form those only pretending to live their talk. I find it rather perplexing that they always seem to need to make it sound like I do not understand something fairly elementary .. ¬†or their incessant need to be right ¬†.. not to mention that they insist there is no such thing as real truth … even trying to turn my meanings and words over … to something¬†not just far form what I said but opposite, really all I have to say is :

The warrior who trusts his path doesn’t need to prove the other is wrong ..

Paulo Coelho


As for anyone else who might have misunderstood me … Let me apologise if my earlier ramblings offended anyone .. & clarify ¬†… what I meant when I said there is TRUTH in all the religions .. was exactly that .. not what was implied that there was none.. when she turned my words around in the comments on FB to ..the re is no truth in any religion …¬†

I studied all the major religions in depth took me 7 years .. I’ve read more versions of the bible written & translated by men with varying ideas of what the original translation is or should be …

I also studied the Koran . the Gita & more .. indepth  .. & found more similarities than differences

If not for the human element needing to be right & have their way so to speak .. for those who wish to know … REAL TRUTH is from & in them all .. it can easily be seen ..
But that’s a long story … so in short my religious views might be eclectic .. my religion Love & Truth .. but I would never put anyone’s religion down .. ¬†There is ONE SOURCE behind everything … there are many paths that lead us all back to the LIGHT ..¬†to pray & how each hold their beliefs ..

These are individual things .. it’s all what FEELS RIGHT for each of us .. & there are as many roads to enlightenment as there are people on this planet so the Beautiful Choices are many and varied

All ways when we follow our hearts are right ways .. there are NO wrongs.

Love to me is more what we all DO not what we say .. So I’m sorry if I offended anyone by asking someone to leave my page too .. it’s a long messy story .. the past .. All forgiven .. & let go but I’m not stupid enough to let them back into my life .. lie & steal from me once .. Twice .. Well more …. clean me out 100% & more .. complete wipeout .. Bully me to the point of threatening to send me to beat out my knees if I told the truth .. & that’s just the tip of the iceberg … seriously F off is to mild ..

I walk away the arses followed .. I kept walking & blessing & forgiving .. but I guess I was to quiet about it all ¬†… well no more I will not be lectured in right & wrong by someone who lives of other people’s work .. a little rewrite .. change a few things & fake owning it !!!!!

The NO … No more & the boundaries came in final & strong some time ago .. & my aversion to lies is permanent ..

This is also why there hasn’t been much writing from me lately …¬†I don’t like to be rude .. & I don’t compete … I’d rather lift someone up … than put anyone down ¬†.. I am glad I do not understand the mentality to be less than honourable.


The Sun Deep in the waters of the morning Fog

The Sun Deep in the waters of the morning Fog


Morning Fog Lifting
Morning Fog Lifting

Life’s depths¬†…. natures enormity …perspective changes everything .. knowing the SUN’s life giving light & gravitational hold on our little wee BLUE ¬†Marble .. that is holding us at arms length while spinning around in space .. an Enormity of which we can barely even fathom more than the vapours at the edge…

Yet when the veil of the morning ¬†fog starts lifting ¬†… the ILLUSION … that the Grand Magnetic Ball of FIRE at the centre of our Galaxy .. is the minuscule Marble in Space.

The SUN deep in the Waters of the Morning Fog … enhances the MYSTERY of ALL that IS …

always makes me think how important it ¬†is to always do our best to see any situation … others… all life ..all ideas … all views .. from EVERY POSSIBLE angle … without judgement … to see the REAL & Larger Picture … cause we will never know TRUTH unless we do

Wishing you ALL the Magic of Creation in all your days ‚̧