both love and fear are powerful creator energies ~ everything grows from our core choice

both love and fear are powerful creator energies ~ everything grows from our core choice

Hello All its been awhile,  I’ve been a bit preoccupied by the paper mountains of  ……. “blip” 🙂   so I have not shared much or at all really for a few month.

The whole experience has made me rather unusually quiet,for several reasons.

For quite some time I though I was spinning myself around thinking how did I get on some mad “reverse law of attraction” ride ..

Something that had me questioning pretty much absolutely everything, my beliefs, ways, thoughts ~ All the inner stuff as well as the outer

Realised that sometimes, even those of us who know better, let the collective subconscious have far to much influence on how we feel.

Our conscious choice of thoughts, our feelings and emotions and particularly the balance of these to a peaceful and centred inner core are essential for our own well-being as well as the well-being of the greater collective.

Well it tuned out not to be my crazy “reverse law of attraction” mess,but a collective of between 4 and 6 million people in a state of feeling in limbo, shock and unwanted, from bureaucratic paper wave pre-empting by several years the UK leaving the EU (#Brexit).

Something which got my peaceful inner core a wee bit off centre, on and off, from the vibrational discord, of so many peoples combined emotional and metal choices of fear and “fear based” anger.


It took me quite a while to realise the turmoil, was because I thought I was dealing with something just personal to me, looking at just Truth, and doing my best to stay focused on and in Unconditional Love and Peace, only it was not just me… There was millions in turmoil, so a very strong storm in the collective subconscious.

Once realised it was several million people which were effected, I finally got back to to one thing that i had forgotten while my head was in a spin … asking the most basic and simple of questions to my heart …”is this mine?” and if not .. where or with whom,and even how big a group does it belong too?

Once we determine that, we can keep our own inner centre balanced ~ when we do we can stand firm in our own power and help quieten any storm. When the storms quieten, and/or others see our calm and solid foundation, it becomes easier for the others that can see to find their own centre.

The more of us that do this, and stay centred in peace,while aware of what is .. giving only focus to what we want our world to be ~ the more our world will become what we choose it to be!

We are conscious co-creators, each and everyone of us. What we focus on determines not just our own personal tomorrow, but the collective tomorrow of our whole world.

What we focus on ~ is energetically what we AGREE to ~ and what we agree to is what we put our Power behind.

It is all choice ~ and we have the power to choose what to enhance/ agree with and what not to enhance /not agree with, by putting our power and focus behind it!

Its what our free will is for ~ Once we have determined our own inner core choice of LOVE or fear ~ LOVE being inner stillness, calm and peace even in the midst of the strongest of storms, can we with this keep our balance. ~ or fear letting ourselves be smacked around by lives storms with no footing and no balance.

From personal experience LOVE is ease even in tough situations ~ and fear, even in smaller doses, well it simply (pardon the language) sucks.

So LOVE or fear ~ what will it be ?

We choose!

Love or fear ~ Feeling it ~ as just one’s own choice ~ or as in the whole collective subconscious ~ both love and fear are powerful creator energies ~ everything grows from our core choice

We are the creators who shape our world!

Love and deepest Grace to all Maia

Oh PS:

My book is a bit behind the schedule I set myself because of the turbulence ~ and the new expanded views gained~ has given deeper solutions to fear processing and balancing for all, so I will be sharing a lot more pretty soon.

& THANK YOU ALL for being patient with me



Allowing ourself to FEEL not just the Sun but the Rain expands the horizons and the blooming will just multiply In FEELING the JOY in LIFE

Allowing ourself to FEEL not just the Sun but the Rain expands the horizons and the blooming will just multiply In FEELING the JOY in LIFE

Nature …. all LIFE .. even our own ..  is always in flux …Flowing in the Magical  changes of the circles of LIFE

004xWe are born .. in and with CREATIONS Magic … holding the potential of all we are …


023xAllowing ourself to FEEL not just the Sun … but the Rain  too ..  expands the horizons and the blooming  will  just multiply …

024In FEELING the JOY of LIFE ❤


Being fully present .. is just BEing really

Being fully present .. is just BEing really

Being fully Present .. in and off your Heart so to speak … does not mean be as nice n quiet as the stillness that you find within …If harm is being done to yourself or others .. to our world .. It means speaking TRUTH with LOVE .. LOUDLY & POWERFULLY …

Being fully Present .. in and off your Heart so to speak … simply means You ACT to your highest Worth … & You are worth a huge amount … You are of Source … This Your Heart knows .. TRUST your precious Hearts .. & use your Intention with your Heart Knowledge … Stand in this Power ..and put your Power within every thought and with every word … every action

When this is done deliberately consciously … you are more powerful than you can imagine … This IS who we TRULY ARE

It is only the ego part of the our real personality that fears the RESPONSIBILITY of this FREEDOM

There is NO fake it till you make it in this …no masks .. no hiding .. no competition
NO DRAMA that uses n abuses own and others energy ….

THIS simply IS …
Like LIFE simply IS …

Like ENERGY simply IS

Like Source / Creator simply IS

1315 xAll is LOVE …. We are a full Rainbow of LIGHT WARRIORS ❤

The Sun Deep in the waters of the morning Fog

The Sun Deep in the waters of the morning Fog


Morning Fog Lifting
Morning Fog Lifting

Life’s depths …. natures enormity …perspective changes everything .. knowing the SUN’s life giving light & gravitational hold on our little wee BLUE  Marble .. that is holding us at arms length while spinning around in space .. an Enormity of which we can barely even fathom more than the vapours at the edge…

Yet when the veil of the morning  fog starts lifting  … the ILLUSION … that the Grand Magnetic Ball of FIRE at the centre of our Galaxy .. is the minuscule Marble in Space.

The SUN deep in the Waters of the Morning Fog … enhances the MYSTERY of ALL that IS …

always makes me think how important it  is to always do our best to see any situation … others… all life ..all ideas … all views .. from EVERY POSSIBLE angle … without judgement … to see the REAL & Larger Picture … cause we will never know TRUTH unless we do

Wishing you ALL the Magic of Creation in all your days ❤


LIFE … Light and Shadow … as ONE

LIFE … Light and Shadow … as ONE


Light & Shadow           as ONE

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In the end only 3 things matter

How much you LOVED

How Gently you Lived

& how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you


LOVE and PEACE expanding … releasing and letting go the last of the obsolete programs

LOVE and PEACE expanding … releasing and letting go the last of the obsolete programs

Last full moon of the year yesterday, the clearing of all that is not for our highest good has been quite something … riding the waves of the removal of all force … all fear based thinking … being filled with more and more LIGHT ..


more LOVE … PEACE & the healing is deepening and expanding at a constant fast rate …

This last year has been both Amazing & Wonderful yet also extremely tough  for someone pretty much born on a “shamanic” path .. with a knowing that’s scary to all those who in theory are supposed to look out for you .. siblings that have your back and parents who catch you if you fall kinda thing  …  well for 40 years I hoped … and  always wondered how I could LOVE more … deeper and ore unconditionally … turn off the need for a return of real LOVE .. TRUTH & unconditional giving …

I have written a fair bit on many topics that the Angels & Guardians as pushy about me publishing .. or just not hiding away from any more … well I lept in some years ago completely … so I need to be sharing more. The reason I haven’t .. I didn’t want to share to many tears … YIKES … well paradox as it seems … what has been the HAPPIEST year of my life ..has also had floodings as major events ..Hmmm & HA  … tears have been coming with being shown GENTLENESS… KINDNESS …. well GENUINE Gentle & Kindness  & GENUINE LOVE … DEEP CARING with no demands or expectations … & OH so much more ….  all of which I’ve always given, but had no idea that I really had not experienced the receiving of & it puts a spin on the “Soulmate” “Twinflame” relationship that makes everything I have read .. learnt accepted and experienced my entire life squarely in the recycle bin either  drivel ..trash … nonsense … or simply not remotely deep and powerful enough information.


What & who we share our energies with physically .. astraly or in spirit / light form ..has so much more impact on just EVERYTHING … for both positive and negative … being in balance and clearing our energy as well as protecting our beautiful selves .. our hearts .. our energy is essential … some vibrations can be dust and yuck …. while other are LOVE & WOW … all is shared … so chose well for yourselves …

Well as stuff and old memories has revisited …. normally with me rather horrified and deeply saddened at what was acceptable and perfectly normal in the dramas that played out around me through life   …. and having had an easy enough time of forgiving others … I have to say I thought I had forgiven me to … for tolerating so much s*** … hmmm well I have more unpublished as yet posts on many of these topics than I care to think about … as the memories came persistently to the surface for clearing .. all of which have with and major amounts of humour … sarcasm as bouncing boards n all .. but they tend to like this one I wrote recently

Its all a bit like OH my it sounds a bit more like a bad joke than real life …. I mean just how can you wrap your mind around 2 adults at 60 & 65 years old chasing around to have some / all of their mother ashes the way they want ???? while going so completely against her last wishes … its so far beyond the word “disrespectful”  … well have a look if you want and make your own minds up … and feed back if you will …. cause I’m curious … what would you do ??? think  ??? most of the supposedly “family” stories are that extreme … All now part of the grateful that I have acknowledged to myself and the world that its OK not to understand some behaviour  .. in fact its a blessing not to … its a bit like that saying ..: Let me not wish you a good day … but the day you deserve … and let Karma sort it out .. HA …. ooo I know Whoopsee .. but it did make me LAUGH so loud 😉

Mostly for me though it makes me extremely GRATEFUL that I am me … and even more GRATEFUL that I finally got that “family” is not always the “romantic” version of sharing and love  … and more importantly it is not just OK but essential to walk away …. once we are FREE of the chains of some relationships ….. our REAL SOUL FAMILY start showing up in our lives … those that with GRACE & LOVE share and give as we do .. so all becomes mutual .. and harmonious .. blessed in all ways …

Well than days like today when under pure Blue skies a walk in the woods .. when sweaty and a wee bit tired we stopped up top to enjoy the view .. rainbows  ..orbs and blessings were all around … in the second photo ..just below my right shoulder … well I am in there somewhere LOL … there is a face like brownish orb … ..or something thats shook loose from a an energy blockage that I could not shift for a week or so … but this amazing song by .. Walk of the earth  ” Shake it off ” .. has had me well us smiling away and singing loudly in the car .. while shaking it all off 🙂

LOVE these guys … there is a real  HAPPY JOY JOY feeling with their music … so have a look and enjoy  …

Always much LOVE Maia ❤ BE HAPPY … Choose Freedom and LOVE LOVE LOVE

Sound advice on Shrooms ;) n life really :) on the road to Freedom …

Sound advice on Shrooms ;) n life really :) on the road to Freedom …

Sound advice on many things in life is say … Terry Pratchett’s  guide to eating mushrooms
1 all mushrooms are edible
2 some are edible only once

Alice in Wonderland Shroom ;)

Alice in Wonderland Shroom 😉 … Reminds me a wee bit of Life’s Drama … pretty to the eye it might be … but …best avoided so to speak, less you want another scorching or shattering so to speak… & besides choosing to give our focus to the Real LOVE & Beauty in our lives makes our days so much more Magical.

Ganesh :) remover of obstacles
Ganesh 🙂 remover of obstacles

Like meeting Ganesh ..remover of obstacles as a shroom in the woods … now I wouldn’t recommend eating his gel like self either growing on dead wood as they do, but they sure have some beautiful shapes … well nature always does 🙂 .. Well Ganesh here in the woods was a little wee sign for me that the obstacle course of my past, was indeed just that  … a thing of the past … I had moved on

Its Magical that way forgiveness … when you have let go with LOVE from so deep inside that you’ve gone past the space of wanting to even look back …. your FREE & never look back cause you neither need nor want to.

Thats when LIFE really starts ❤



Papa Oak’s whispers …. hopes of all choosing LOVE

Papa Oak’s whispers …. hopes of all choosing LOVE

Spent some time under this magnificent papa Oak  listening to his whispers of wisdom .. ancient stories the wind helps him tell  his strength & endurance through cycles of life & death… new life & rebirth  Wisdom takes of blessings for all when no more is taken than can be replaced….OH AY .. us humans we have so much to learn  
… of CHI … energy … LIFE ….. that all is LOVE .

That Mama Nature is the only life force with enough power to vote us all off this planet … when to much damage is done….

Her gentle whispers in safe haven we call home … can soon turn to fury of full force as well we all know. … Respect we best give here as she feeds cloth’s and blesses us ALL !


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