Solstice Balancing .. Harmonising TRUTH & INTEGRITY

Solstice Balancing .. Harmonising TRUTH & INTEGRITY

Midsummer Solstice aligned about 17.39pm GMT .. this time .. the energy had been quite a ride .. throat & third eye energies aligning to HEART more & more the last couple of weeks .. INTEGRITY .. would be a key word .. all else has & is in major clean up mode ..

Here it’s been a bit like a cold from the nether regions of Hades 😉 with a cough that’s rivalled a circus seal .. Hmm & HA ..& its been on a circuit … on n off .. on .. off  & so on .. like an ENERGETIC light switch

Let me explain that a couple of weeks ago I had a client with supposedly all the spiritual badges .. Hmm .. studied all from homoeopathy through NLP … & on n on  ..  had all the pieces o paper to show for it .. and then some.

Was sugary sweet n all .. and had the spiel you could say .. one of those who thinks reading a book or becoming a reiki master on a one weekend course has made you a healing master YIKES .. opened up to the energy .. but not taking RESPONSIBILITY for it 100% .. is  …. should I say biting some considerably  this solstice ..

Now that’s all none of my business .. its not mine & I can work around it .. but then she said .. She didn’t want to hear people’s stories .. the lies etc  .. so she didn’t … Well to me that felt exactly the same as when a doctor fobs someone off .. & without listening gives medicines that just makes someone more ill …because the philosophy is that everyone lies .. none tells the truth … ???? YIKES …

So there I stood .. knowing exactly why she had problems..

We are really way past the time on non integrity .. Once we hit 2012 .. there was n is no longer any easy path of pretence .. insist on masks ..  …falseness ..fakeness  … .. & the oooo I’m so spiritual in my head but I’m keeping up the drama games .. well it’s NOT working .. & it will get people ill .. but that’s part of the choice of free will .. cause we choose our level of integrity

& the incoming energy of Real LOVE ..in and of total Truth is at 100% ..now … the LOVE LIGHT of Source is holding strong you could say … and YES its causing some chaos in the world … as the fake and the drama is battling their own energy  … its a bit like the NON INTEGRITY IMPLOSION … that’s being forced out and onto other people  …. and there is only ONE way to fix it …. from the inside out ..ONE by ONE  … ooo sidetracking onto bigger things as usual …

so where was I

Well so for me a client like that meant ..as soon as she was out the door my head & chest was hit with a nausea so extreme it had me running to the loo .. it’s a while since the female negative archetypes energies has hit me so physically .. YUCK & YIKES …

Well walked all that off in the woods .. but for a day or two after that it was like the universe put every female mega energy vamp in my presence .. for a major HELLO .. there is some residue of old pain .. from being used n abused by the ooo so fake I love you’s & the poor me’s  .. that had you exhausted and running around for them in vain .. .That I wasn’t even aware of .. with all the healing & forgiveness work & then some ..

.. Well a little more forgiveness & releasing was on the cards …. Letting go n blessing a bit more … always good to rebalance the inner energies  .. n all that was /is coming out in cold symptoms 😦 bah ..

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The second mega hit of the coughing seal performed hit me with a client this Friday a lovely gent who had been coming on n off for years … his supposedly spiritual missus had demanded he start AA .. because she doesn’t drink & he liked to have a few glasses of wine or 2-3 brandies etc ONCE a week .. well the sweet gently soul had only gone & joined Alcoholics Anonymous because he daren’t not ????????? OOO my fricking NORA …

Well it got so stuck in my throat I could hardly finish the treatment … & I have never coughed or anything in front of a client before  .. in close to 20 years .. ever .. Wowsers …  energy stuff if I’m going though anything at all …  it always gets held aside by Angels n Source Light  which means I’m right as rain while working . feels good naa  great really  .. but this time it was like a barking seal concert in full action … YIKES …

& it didn’t stop till I told him I did not feel alcohol problems around him .. and suggested he look at issues that were suppressed ,. that his pain is mostly trying to walk in shoes that others told home to wear even though they did not fit !

Well on another note I also said it will be good for him to go to these meetings.. feels like the healing talking & sharing & 12 steps will give him a backbone will help him find himself ..

However I also saw a glimpse of a future possibility with someone he might meet there that sees him ..and allows him to be .. just be … and love might blossom in mutual respect and integrity … now that I didn’t say … but there us a little part of me that smiles when think of the meanness that would insist on a box for someone just to keep and be in control .. when it might backfire and the bird finds he is free ❤ .. I have to say DIVINE has a beautiful order in things … not always the way we expect thing to be or go .. but the beautiful connections are out there … and life when the heart is listened too ..always flows beautifully well with the LOVE of SOURCE ..

So that was more than I intended .. but feels important to share ..cause the energy is strong right now .. but it really is just aligning us to TRUTH .. to unconditional LOVE ..

& for me the cold is simply ..a reminder never to hold anything important back  … .. even if its something hard to say .. the being nice n not saying something of value because it might be hard to hear has to be a thing of the past… 

Well enjoy the ride Wonderful’s it’s high high energy… release all that weighs you down … and embrace all that lightens your journey ..

REAL LOVE .. Total TRUTH .. & our personal INTEGRITY gives us the most amazing surfboards to coast through the surf of the tides of change  & it’s a JOYOUS EVENT

Its a JOYOUS EXPERIENCE .. connecting our HEARTS to SOURCE ❤

Wishing you ALL Beautiful magical days & always much LOVE ❤
Maia

Love is the Power that HEALS ALL … self respect … self honour .. honours and respects ALL

Love is the Power that HEALS ALL … self respect … self honour  .. honours and respects ALL

There comes a time when we finally honour our own boundaries .. it changes everything… In learning to honour our own lines so to speak we extend UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to ourselves as well .. which is really the only way we can also truly give it to others ..

By Respecting & Honouring  Myself I Honour & Respect another ..

Now say it nice n loud  now & later repeatedly while looking in the mirror  …

By Respecting & Honouring  Myself , I Honour & Respect another

It’s the only way to change the old programming & patterns …look deep into your own eyes .. & really see YOU  … as LOVE … as GOD sees you ..

Every Religion pretty much tailors this basic spiritual law in its own words …

Its the KEY to Self Love & to allowing Unconditional LOVE to flow

When we all remember who we are in in this way … one by one from the inside out .. everything changes … the world changes .. because we are the change .. & there will be PEACE  … because how can it not be with RESPECT & HONOUR ALL AROUND!

456x c film  coexist peace warning high risk of peaceNow there is to keep it clear a very BIG difference .. No a HUGE difference REALLY between … Good & Healthy Self Love & the Selfish love of me myself n I  ..

to me its the difference between .. that worst of garden pests the weevil .. root eating little killer of beauty 😦  ( which would of cause be the selfishness & greed part )

VS.

the most breath taking of flowers … or even the most Strong .. n Magnificent Ancient Oak Tree  .. that radiates strength and breathes LOVE as one with Mama Earth many Blessings  .. breathing out LOVE in OXYGEN so we can breathe .. and live in the atmosphere of this little ball of LIFE that’s spinning through space in an unending and unimaginably vast sea of mesmerising beauty..

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We are made of the same Magical Beauty … the same Elements are within our Bodies .. every Cell is created with this LOVE .. this LIGHT … this LIFE FORCE of Source..

Now how can we possible dishonour that ..once we  know ?

Dishonouring ourselves …is dishonouring another … it is dishonouring our planet … it is dishonouring God / Source  … (in which ever words are used to describe it in what ever religion )

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image from NASA

Being less than in any way gives nothing to anyone .. it merely feeds the drama .. or to put it bluntly lets Sweet LOVE be trampled & hurt  .. Leaving those who hold the sweet LOVE feeling tired .. no exhausted would be a better description .. in pain & even ill ..

Let “less than” GO … let it & anyone & anything vibrating at a lesser vibration than LOVE go with love & I can highly recommend it .. Really its not deserting those we know as such .. its giving them the chance to see.. from a distance … some see better from a distance … and can than take better choices for themselves. because simply we can not help anyone change  or Heal .. unless they want to change and heal themselves first! (A major lesson for a caring person this .. but really its just getting out of Sources way & letting free will choose)

it’s not just respecting yourself .. It’s respecting & honouring those you let go too .. Letting them find their way in their own way & time  ….

By BEING the CHANGE … just LIVING .. just BEing

but just cause we choose to live love .. to BE the CHANGE from within .. does not mean we have to accept disrespect .. In any way ..

in fact it means that if we accept disrespect we are not the love .. nor can we truly give it .. just sayin ..

In my experience standing fully in the POWER OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE makes the bullies among others who choose lesser vibrations cower from just a whisper & even a look of REAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

LOVE IS THE POWER THAT HEALS ALL …

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IT MUST BE RESPECTED by all & for ALL ..

& it comes and flourishes from the INSIDE OUT

it sees no colour .. it sees no doctrine .. IT SIMPLY JUST IS .. the SOURCE of ALL  .. it’s LIFE .. the LIFE FORCE that fuels & IS us all

You are beautiful .. You are Wonderful

LOVE LIGHT

Maia

Our Healing Room ..morning sun … Rainbow light and Orbs …

Our Healing Room ..morning sun … Rainbow light and Orbs …

Healing room ❤

Orbs & Light in Healing Space
Orbs & Light in Healing Space

Morning sunlight coming in with Rainbows ..Orbs & LOVE LIGHT all through the Healing / therapy room ..it’s always amazing but with the last few full moons it’s been breathtaking … Creation particles / Love Light there is more than ever in the air all around me.

Connecting to source light  .. opening for all that is… allowing the flow and abundance … Knowing that Miracles are part of LIFE … Like Universal fireworks they can permeate the air with magic all around .. or they can go off in the distance.

Keeping our vibration high is the key to seeing the magic & also how to see CREATION Particles  /God particles / Love Light Sparkles fairly easily ..cause anyone can see them really … this beautiful energy .. we just have to know how.

Healing Light @our place :)
Healing Light @our place 🙂

I’m feeling blessed that so much of it shows up in my photos these days. It makes sharing the  LOVE LIGHT the PEACE  second nature .. and all we have to do is allow it … open for it and BE Present.

Helping others balance on this wondrous journey of life is a Beautiful thing indeed.

There really is no more beautiful feeling than someone coming in here in pain & feeling dreadful .. then after a session leaving .. pain FREE & full of energy. yip that is a beautiful Blessing indeed.

Always much LOVE Maia

Mama Natures Beauty comes in so many forms .. Mushroom Beauty reminds me of the resilience and the POWER of Women .. when in our pure Goddess nature… the male female balance of all that IS

Mama Natures Beauty comes in so many forms .. Mushroom Beauty reminds me of the resilience and the POWER of Women .. when in our pure Goddess nature… the male female balance of all that IS

Mama natures Mushroom Beauty ..  from the tiniest & some apparently psychedelic 😉 too

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The Healing & Psychic effects of Natures Bounty ..

The beauty that she shares so freely .. within it there is a cure for every ailment … a pep me up for every woe … within her life force  … her growing green blessings she can be as Sheltering Calming & Loving as she can be fiery & even deadly …

She is EVERYTHING & she is complete.

From the psychedelic, which indigenous medicine men & women have know for millennia … used in the right way … ALWAYS RESPECTFUL  .. and always honouring the knowing of the ancients .. using it rarely or some even only once in a life time .. and always with the right guidance and readiness of the opening senses … So that it may open and expand the senses into all that we as humans can perceive and understand .. the speaking to and understanding plants NATURE ..animals  … The knowing .. seeing & understanding that we are indeed ALL ONE … ALL connected … and the BEAUTY that is ALL Around us is beyond anything our veiled eyes have beheld before …

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It is strange to me that it is only in our supposedly “civilised” western world with the GREED & Corruption .. The Patriarchal warmongering  ..of over grown children who’s toys are now real and they are destroying us in their .. the whole  mine is better than yours,  sad and outworn games .. that addictions are in every nook and cranny  … where the GREED & there is never enough sickness .. is obvious all around .. no matter where in society we are.

I see no real difference between what most consider a drug addict ..living rough .. stealing and causing damage for the next fix ..of more more more … to our political “leaders” .. really .. not to mention big business … the destructive greed that is ..raping & plundering mama earth..

It is always been baffling to me why someone .. anyone who lives on a round little ball in space …. a ball that spins at hertling speeds around a sun … SO A SPACESHIP REALLY  … only this Magical Spaceship is ALIVE & self sustaining …. She gives us freely all that she is …. we care for her and she always will … I don’t get why the greedy don’t get that they are on this ball too and the atmosphere all around us … well its a bit like those old Atlantis city at the bottom of the sea movies … ..would you destroy that shield and you die … just poof all gone …. same with all the nuclear testing and messing added to all pollutants … Well MAMA Spaceship Earth ..she can take a complete annihilation …. she she has already come through several so to speak … So really human man kind is really only playing russian roulette with itself …

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It really is so beyond time to let the GODDESS reawaken ….  The Nurturing .. the Caring … the LOVE .. Sharing … Understanding … Acceptance …

 

Its time to throw out the fear men have of women’s powers …. ts only fueling anger … hatred  … We need a coming together .. of men and women … a sharing … honouring and respecting ….

In being all that we are and in supporting eachother to be … to flourish ..

Mama Natures Beauty comes in so many forms .. & YES … Mushroom Beauty reminds me of the resilience and the POWER of Women .. when in our pure Goddess nature… we just keep going ..keep growing … keep LOVING ..
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its been silently and its been hidden for way to long  …

For all those who wish to see ..

FEEL

BE

Flow

 All is opening … and all is changing …. WE are EVOLVING …. 

WE are either ASCENDING or Descending … I guess would be the most popular terms  … No matter what we call it … its in a simple choice of LOVE or fear  …  & I do not mean the gut feeling that keeps us safe … but the debilitating … stuckness … of not daring to fly ….

Or daring to see the TRUTH ..of the NATURE ..the PLANET that sustains us … but instead accepting .. numbing drugs and manipulations as how things just has to be …

Mama’s mushrooms …though some are poison 1380196_10151981860044801_1021353876_nfor us …  they are medicine ..and food for mama natures critters .. this is something NATURE BALANCES when RESPECT is shown & GIVEN ..

To us she gives huge & apparently most tasty morsel .. to let us be BLESSED in every way … if we would but let her …

let SOURCE ..let LIFE FORCE ..BE as it IS … and ..Allow ourselves to FLOW with it … as our TRUE NATURE IS …

OUR SOUL … Our Intuition … Our Precious HEARTS .. KNOW …. WE ALL KNOW … What we have to do ..its in our Blueprints .. our DNA … our task is to stay awake .. dive deep within to retrieve the gems of WISDOM that will .. BALANCE our own true selves ..our inner Wisdom … both MEN & WOMEN .. allow ourselves to expand into all that we are … & fully re-connect with mama …

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Put our foot down … stand firm in our beautiful female POWER … a POWER of such gentleness & such fierce STRENGTH … only MAMA EARTH can really fully describe it …

A POWER that I have found when we are anchored within it ..in TRUTH & LOVE we can but whisper and silence falls..

So a whispered TRUTH is heard like a QUEEN setting a president.

The fear of female power is not a fear of women… it is put bluntly merely a fear of TRUTH … because from a place of purity …. HONOUR & Integrity this LOVE … the LIFE FORCE ENERGY of ALL that IS … SOURCE LIGHT …comes through us all  .. both men and women have to balance their male and female within …

A but like Mama Earths littlest critters …  already having tasted this big Shroom here … but also some chose to inhabited it  🙂 …

That is a deep Choice that it … Truly Inhabiting OURSELVES .. BEing FULLY PRESENT in these magical Beautiful Bodies of all shapes sizes and colours that mama Earth provides fro us on this human journey ..

Like Shrooms … Even purple ones .. & rather phallic looking 😉 too .. Mama balancing her male & female .. Her wholeness .. Her Completeness 🙂 ♥ allowing all .. Nurturing all .. Her blessed sharing of all she is ♥ ..

We have a lot to learn from natures Magical ways ♥ 

Maia ♥

 

 

 

 

Dancing down the road of creations blessings

Dancing down the road of creations blessings

Dropping baggage  ….. Let’s us travel this Earth journey lightly …. frees us so we can Dance Joyously down the Magical Road of Creations Blessings …

What are your thoughts creating for your tomorrows ?

Joyous dancing .. or cement shoes ?

Choose well … your Heart & Soul depends on it …

BE LOVE .. of LOVE & in LOVE
Maia 

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Expanding GRATITUDE :) .. and final Gratitude day 5

Expanding GRATITUDE :) .. and final Gratitude day 5

GRATITUDE day 5
but first cause how does one only choose 3 things anyways 🙂 LOL  … the jewel like orb on the feather here was playing around me along most of the walk a few days ago .. in & out of others & rainbow light … Angel & Mama Nature’s Blessings … this little beauty was with us all the way around a 2+ hour walk in the woods ❤ …. I always feel so blessed 🙂 & so Grateful for everything …all the time really so this 5 days of sharing only 3 things a day .. I don’t think its ever possible to run out of NEW things to be GRATEFUL for ..add all the other stuff too the daily HEARTS in clouds & nature & even when I drop things .. like hand cream in the kitchen sink …. well I get hearts … spill my coffee and I get hearts LOL ..just hearts everywhere all the time in all ways …

Signs of Nature & LOVE LIGHT ..CREATIONS Magic just everywhere all the time 🙂 … you just gotta allow the eyes to see what the heart knows is there ..that’s it … that all there really is to it honest 🙂  … well the inner peace from a still mind helps 😉 but choosing to still calm and BE is a  beautiful first step … it lets all that our hearts knows flow to our eyes ears & feelings .. helps expand the LIGHT within ❤ ..So GRATITUDE ..wishing the same for you ALL Wonderful’s … it makes the heart grow so beautifully 🙂 overflow with JOY ❤ … Hope you’ve all felt the wonder of writing down some of what makes the LOVE flow in Gratitude’s flow for you .. keep shining ❤

Beautiful Blessings of Heart shaped jewel ORB on Buzzard feather a few  days ago :)
Beautiful Blessings of Heart shaped jewel ORB on Buzzard feather a few days ago 🙂

so .. last day 🙂 ….. here goes … I am Grateful for … :

1. the gift and ability that let’s me feel the lightness & JOY in & of a Buzzards flight by holding his blessing of a feather in my hand  … a sensitivity .. now a blessing indeed .. that I used to call a curse .. because around people .. especially before I learnt to shield and protect myself ..it really did let me feel far to much .. the POWER of FORGIVENESS would do many so much good.. cause the feelings of anger hatred resentments jealousies are YUCKY draining and beyond horrid on the outside .just feeling the presence of these stuck and hardening emotions … so what they do to folks on the inside is a scary thought indeed to me  .. … AHA but more important … the deep connection to mama earth that this sensitivity allows for …is WOW & so far beyond Wondrous … so always BLESSED …  Always In GRATITUDE to SOURCE & ALL that IS …THANK YOU .. I LOVE YOU ❤
2. for Knowing the beautiful POWER of complete FORGIVENESS ..& the expansion of LOVE it brings that settles as solid & unrockable …stable INNER PEACE … to BE & share with ALL  …. The FREEDOM our HEARTS experience with true and complete forgiveness … and the space it leaves for only TRUE & REAL LOVELIGHT to be present within .. & that well that just EXPLODES outwards .. overflows … you just gotta hope its contagious.

3. For Clean Air to breathe … CLEAN ENERGY  … FREE Energy … cause its coming … The AWAKENING ..its growing … we the people ..more and more of us are awakening .. and seeing that the only fear … is being spread by the fish dangling on hooks so to speak that our governments and big business are … on hocks reeled by those who pay them to rob humanity … the 13 as I have always felt and know them … the root of GREED ..FEAR based .. through their own fear of loosing POWER they and those before them … have kept the people in lack and fear through centuries …denying us the wisdom NS KNOWING THAT ALL COMES FROM WITHIN ….. ALL IS US … WE ARE LIKE CREATOR AND WE ALL HOLD THIS SAME RESPONSIBILITIES … OUR POWER IS THE POWER ….Once we stand firm in our own complete personal responsibility … in LOVE … in CREATIONS universal laws of LIFE …. WE FLOW & PROSPER …. THROUGH HEART … A SHARING &  EXPANDING LOVING world … & RICH IN ALL WAYS WE BECOME … … Our birthright is to know all we are … to BE complete within this human body … to allow our SOUL to fully live though the physical we must release the illusion of fear ..and step into the LOVE of all that IS

The AWAKENING is at over 54% now & RISING … & these awakened are participating consciously in Mama Earth’s Ascension … raising our vibrations ..as Mama Raises her’s 🙂 … These days  …. two worlds are inhabiting this planet … through all our human choices … either to stay in the illusion of fear ..& keep giving their power away ………. Or …. of LOVE .. letting GO all fear … KNOWING that LOVE is ALL and the connection to SOURCE LIGHT that opens within ..shows us TRULY just how POWERFUL WE ALL ARE !!!!!!!!

Always much LOVE ❤
LIVE LOVE
Maia

Hand cream drop in the kitchen sink ... HEARTS ... little LOVE signs just everywhere
Hand cream drop in the kitchen sink … HEARTS … little LOVE signs just everywhere

GRATITUDE CHALLENGE day 3

GRATITUDE CHALLENGE day 3

GRATITUDE day 3

A "Comma" Flutterby in Dudmaston woods a few days ago  .... Magical Blessings they are :)
A “Comma” Flutterby in Dudmaston woods a few days ago …. Magical Blessings they are 🙂

I am Grateful for ….
1. TRUTH … just the knowing of how simple & uncomplicated life IS when there is only TRUTH
2. FREE WILL …what an amazing gift this is ..means all choices in all ways are our own … LOVE or fear .. EMPOWERING or disempowering … Our THOUGHTS & FEELINGS as well as our actions .. are of such major importance … As we think .. so we are ESSENTIAL to CHOOSE good ones
3. Feeding Butterflies ..

its a little blurry .. but had to share it feel so amazing to feed Butterflies :) ... and they come when we're calm enough .. they feel the LOVE LIGHT ...
its a little blurry .. but had to share it feel so amazing to feed Butterflies 🙂 … and they come when we’re calm enough .. they feel the LOVE LIGHT …

… When Nama Natures Beings bless you with Magical moments not sure if this Beauty loved the blackberry juice of the sweat (lol )the most .. she stayed for several minutes with us ..so GRATITUDEs overflowing

Always much LOVE
LIVE LOVE
Maia

The Deep inner PEACE of knowing that there is no death … my first experience of a soul passing into light.

The Deep inner PEACE of knowing that there is no death … my first experience of a soul passing into light.

There is NO death .. Leaving this world is just a change of vibrations ..soul stepping out of the physical shell ..just being its TRUE LIGHT form

Death as an end a loss is part of the illusion that feeds fear .. the wheel of Drama .. karma .. There is no end .. We are ETERNAL SOULS …here to WAKE UP & BRING LIGHT THROUGH the density of matter …

All is LOVE LIGHT / Energy / God particles / Sourcelight .. How we CHOOSE to CREATE & expand with that ..is this human journey ..

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My First experience of a someone .. passing into light … separating from his body and .. light body /soul stepping out was my Pappa … It’s given me a life long deep inner Peace  … an inner PEACE of knowing that there is no death.. We are ETERNAL SOULS … physical death is merely a transition to another dimension …. and there are many on our soul’s path.

I was 6 & 1/2 years old  the night my Beloved Pappa left his physical body.. we had pretty much spent every waking moment from I was born till that moment together…he was pretty ill with cancer … the doctors never understood how he lasted as long as he did … he was walking enigma to them ..  mamma was heavily into herbs so she made weird and wonderful concoctions for him .. these kept him pain free and balanced ..…also he said it was my unconditional LOVE and the magic in mine and mamma’s hands  & his deep LOVE for me that keep him here  … the night he died he made me make some promises … well those of his human self before his soul light stepped out of his body .. because I took them so seriously…  kept me at the place where I allowed far to much to be put upon me, but the talks with the SOUL were precious beyond measure … this experience has helped shape my entire life … ME ..all I am … although I’ve done most of it the hard way ..

Well the first of these promises … was never to fight cancer or illness or anything really, but merely LOVE it away  … LOVE it BETTER … Only the loving from a deep deep place within your heart and soul can make anything better……………….

The second… and this has been a huge responsibility in my life… as when we are kids we take everything completely 100% literally … I was to look after my mamma .. be nice always show compassion ..and make sure my brother & sister did not cause her to much pain … sadness & loss ….

When I was born my brother was 21 and sister 18… This was the start of my brother being pushed out of the family sort of … well by himself, he took mamma for every penny .. her home.. everything.. well been and gone ..and between her soul and his, and me I guess being pushed and held under by 2 frightened … bitter and angry women.. neither wanting to see or accept responsibility for their shadow sides … or their though… and feeling choices …and both were exceptionally good at the poor me … watching them was like … really … seriously … again ??????? The dramas were always playing out around me in one way or another … I got exceptionally good at being the little grey mouse … not seen or heard .. just there to clean up all the messes really .. YIKES … but thats a different story … although I stuck it out so long because the experience with Pappa’s passing to light .. it was so important … I just kept hoping that they would hear me and choose better … higer choices fro themselves and all … but .. well ..

So .. hmmm  … thing is …  whenever I try to put words to those aspects of my life ..it always sounds like some bad version of the classic Cinderella story, but without the prince or the fairy godmother … which really is kinda funny really … even when I look back at the times when I practically begged the Angels & Guardians to Please please take me home .. let me BE only LIGHT again too … when daily comments of….. “you look OK from the back” … or when I just couldn’t do right for doing right …or enough ..no matter how much I did …. just got way to much and I felt like crumpling into nothing and just letting mama earth swallow me ….

Those are the times when Pappa came.. like on the night he died … I lay next to him holding his hand and we talked of him leaving with the angels … we talked of life .. love .. understanding .. honour and integrity …. up until then these had been our subjects .. he read to me everything from Plato & Pythagoras to through modern thinkers and music … He showed me how to rewire and work on or with electric appliances .. and some plumbing etc he said mamma would need someone with the skills …

The only game we really played was chess .. which I loved and he played the violin to me .. beautifully mesmerizing :)……  As we were lying there talking it felt like his body turned into two bodies .. a warm hand in mine and a cooling one at the same time… then the warm hand body sat up ..took my hand completely and we moved to a big comfy chair we always sat in … there we continued our chat with me tucked up on his lap for hours …

He explained that all the lights and light beings all around us were Angels and Guardians and they were always with me and always would be  .. that the twinkles in the air that I always saw .. like glitter dancing in the air around people ..trees plants well all of nature really and all souls ….was life-force energy form the source of all there is .. and so long as I kept breathing it in and all around …all would be well … He apologized for putting so much on my young shoulders being the peacemaker and preventing the negativity from other lifetimes taking over this time  too …would not be easy, but he said he knew I could .. He said he and the Guardians and Angels would always be close so I would never be alone… & I never have been …

It opened my mind to great possibilities and a huge amount of reading most of which was on esoteric subjects ..which all freaked out my mother.. so having a key and doing my own ting was definitely advantageous  … I learnt how to keep my light shining but with only very little showing… cause there was so much fear in those around me

The inner knowing and profound teachings that were placed within me I’ve done my best to live by and find out more about… Its been a tough but very interesting journey … & I am immensely grateful for all the lessons .. All of which where lessons on balancing inner and outer energies & forgiveness… & with every one my soul could get further into this body … releasing and cleansing in the process ….

The most important though … the WOW for me that has so totally kept me .. being just ME .. choosing LOVE always .. always FORGIVING everything  and everyone  … choosing to see the higher option .. the light in all always … was seeing .. feeling and being with him  …his human self on the passing … his LIFE REVIEW … the things he regretted  … to sadness and pain he had to feel what all he had done in life had done to another … had made another feel like … a humbling and shocking and beyond WOW to how important our THOUGHT … WORDS & ACTIONS ..ALWAYS are … because before we go we have to feel everything … and that no little thing .. its HUGE … & it was the main reason I tolerated so much … spent so long as Cinderella in servitude …

Why …. cause I hoped that in being GRATEFUL for the AIR .. EARTH ..LIFE ..PEACE … and all the little things  … and having the ability to turn shabby well junk into chic and classy with ease  .. maybe hopefully one day they would see  .. hear me all I tried to share with them  .. that all they were doing was creating more and more karma for themselves … that being honest and living in TRUTH .. honourably was the only REAL LOVE … was the only real way to flow ..and to truly be rich in all ways … well they .. the family / boggarts … I do love that word .. its so much more fitting and makes looking back at lessons leant really funny .. so there is never anything lost ..or sad really … cause eventually .. we all just have to accept all  other peoples choices and if they do not vibrate at our rate … but cause us pain then we must remove ourselves … its the only way … its the most honourable really .. just allow all to be themselves … but we must go and do what is fro our own and for  all’s highest good …

Well must … hmmm I feel I must … and we must … it all in the BEING the CHANGE we wish to see in this world of ours … but … each person on this planet must chose fro him or her self … the animals and nature all chose LOVE and PEACE ..and are changing accordingly … balancing to the ascension of mama earths with ease … magical Wondrous Nature … so easy really .. humans I find are so much slower … but so many now are catching up … I am so GRATEFUL for this … all the awakening soul sister and brothers out there 🙂 … all the awakening into the acceptance of complete personal responsibility … I honour and bless you all ❤ THANK YOU for your precious selves ❤

Well  … more about the LIGHT .. and there being NO DEATH 🙂 …. & I guess also more of the BLESSING of FORGIVENESS …… 4 years ago my mother passed away  … 14 years before that she came to live with me as  my sister threw her out of the house they had bought together..Unfortunately mamma had refused to use my x’s solicitor … she wanted to trust … yet again … made it 2 for 2 really … so one broken and angry mother came to me …  to be fixed and set free.

…IT took a little while , but the releasing and forgiveness was life changing .. My mother and I never had an easy relationship.. she was to angry to be left on her own with me … and never a day went by without some comment or other … her favourite being … well its unfortunate really, but you look all right from the back… not bad in itself .. but when you’ve been told how fat and ugly you are most of your life ..its enough … and I was not fat nor ugly as a kid .. teen or well young … till it all got to much and my body took over the protection .. to hide me away … but wrote about part of that a few days ago .. so … right

So yes my mamma at some point in the time here with me … she opened to the angels and was fascinated by orbs and fairies &UFO’s  …I learn’t to know my mother as someone who cared deeply for the environment herbs animals etc .. all she really wanted was to Love & be loved .. but she had so much anger resentment and bitterness, that it just didn’t come out of her that way … to much pain .. in bitterness to get through first … but we got there eventually ❤

Although not completely until the last couple of weeks of her earth life  … when the angels started to let her see them.. and the loved ones already on the other side of the veil  stared arriving… even the animals she had had … all came … she keep saying to me ..

Marianne you didn’t tell me everything… there is so much more … its so much more beautiful than you ever told me… in those last two weeks the Love that came in and around her .. well in the whole house… It was so strong that it just transmuted everything into LOVE…

The vibrations and the sound/music were so intense it was impossible to hide my light ..and besides even at full blast it was dim compared to so many light beings .. the feeling of LOVE & GRATITUDE from them all is something so amazing.. more Beautiful than the most breathtaking views of nature .. Stronger than gale force winds on high seas.. Maybe a tsunami would be the best word, but even that isn’t strong enough … the LOVE was /is so much more …..

& we’re lucky enough to live in a time when its available to us all the time  not just when we are on our way home, but all the time … Creations light and beauty expanding into more and more LOVE LIGHT all the time .. Vibrations going up and up and up …. and if that isn’t beyond WOW & Magical … I dont know what is 🙂

Always much LOVE Maia ♥❤

 

Gratitude challenge … accepted … day 1 :)

Gratitude challenge  … accepted …  day 1 :)

I was given a Gratitude challenge on FB recently … I always feel grateful for everything … but had never put 3 things daily for 5 days publicly before … so accepted … decided though to do the deep into heart and find the core stuff .. so here goes .. Day 1 🙂

Sun on rainy days :) .. Sunflower outside Worfield Post office beginning of September 2014
Sun on rainy days 🙂 .. Sunflower outside Worfield Post office beginning of September 2014

I’m GRATEFUL for … :
1. Andreas my partner my LOVE .. my Heart Mate … that is so much like me ..I/we I guess should consider it rather scary LOL
2. Mama Nature .. our Beautiful Earth ..this planet that gives us ALL … the Magic of Nature that is so healing in all ways…
3. The HEALING gifts from SOURCE that come through me  … expanding LIGHT in all ways 🙂

Always much LOVE Maia

I’m asking .. if you would as I have … get to sharing the GRATITUDE Wonderful’s   … if you would participate if possible  .. just .. Write & share 3 things a day that you are GRATEFUL for for 5 days … NAMASTE ❤

A shower of Rainbow light with an Ancient giant ♡ ❥

A shower of Rainbow light with an Ancient giant ♡ ❥

Hugging trees … I have been know to partake in this enchanting …  energy enhancing experience … mmmm with no problems really … but its also a long time since I’ve given two hoots about how this might look to others 😉  ..well being blissfully wrapped in the beautiful green light aura of trees, that just makes everything look different shades of green all around … not difficult in nature I know .. but green humans walking past can look a little like overgrown leprechauns  … which can produce giggling by huger as all these green being’s can look at you quite funnily … Strange as you are there wrapped around a tree n all giggling away 😉 ..  That no one but yourself can feel the JOY of the energy exchange ..  well thats by the by 😉

Although I will say here that when you wave a camera about your person  ..  the OH oooo careful don’t look .. (while of course staring 😉 ) .. we have a right one here .. she’s gone and lost the plot ..or might be MAD .. 😉 … is the attitude one normally gets  from humans not participating in this magical healing experience of blending n merging energies with trees ^ well all of mama Nature really ;)….. If you wanna worry them a little though having a chat and thanking the blessed ancient being out loud has real entertainment value  ..  but this is somewhat lessened .. if not completely …  but .. hold a camera ..  and your no longer a mad freak … just a photographer .. who’s apparently crazy actions are totally normal n perfectly OK  … So Yeah .. my conclusion CRAZY ..Nutty … a wee bit hippy freak + any other description you care to apply becomes totally acceptable .. with a camera ..

You can I’ve found even laugh ..smile and giggle all to yourself these days  … it is totally acceptable behaviour 😉 Yip .. the world is a crazy place.. the techy wacky phones n such has made it even easier … nobody .. but nobody blinks an eye .. or even notices you really when you hold one of those things … brandish an iphone … wave it madly if you like .. cause both I and this Blessed Great Grandmother Tree here can testify that as we were tightly embracing ..  well I was even practically purring loudly from the magnificent energy 😉  … with the space machine / phone / beam me up Scotty device .. pointing gently upwards … nobody batted an eye …  perfectly normal behaviour to all apparently … Yup .. times they are a changin 🙂

& thats a good job too as yesterdays magical experience … hugging great grandmother tree here while we were both showered in Rainbow light … had all the ingredients of a possible call out of the men in white coats ♡ ❥ So here is Mama Natures  & Source light’s Healing Light Energy at Play. The creation particles sparkles and rainbow light all around  … just

rainbowlight in grandmama treeMagical and I’m feeling blessed to capture this on camera. Maybe I should say here that I am in NO way a fan of fake .. & I have never had nor will I ever entertain giving space to photoshop … I like things to be what they are .. how they are … I just feel grateful & honoured when energy beings  devas …  Orbs … Angels n Guardians show up for a .. peek a booing in the clouds or greenery allow themselves to be see in photos.

As for fake … OOO now that is a key word to get me started  ….  I am so done in all ways shapes n forms in /of life with fake .. & that goes for people too.  I only have space for TRUTH & LOVE these days  … the GENUINE .. the REAL … the Just BEing honestly and completely themselves  …  Hey like Mama Nature … what can I say she’s gone and spoilt me .. so she has ♡ ❥ & its just so beautifully simple ♡ ❥ & Frankly I deserve that kind of Magic … we all do … but it takes the choice to BE it .. before we can receive it … it was some journey purging my life from ALL that did not resonate … but once I had … the most Beautiful and Magical turned up in my life .. TRUE LOVE … Unconditional Magic  .. Sharing & Caring … He keeps getting flooded by my gratitude tears ..Yikes .. well what can I say .. I was used to giving .. but receiving .. and not even having to ask … well ..there has to be a leakage in the system I guess 😉 cause of feeling Blessed  🙂 ♡

Maia

Essence of blessed Rose with Guardians bringing source lights approval ♡ ❥

Essence of blessed Rose with Guardians bringing source lights approval ♡ ❥

Flower essence of the blessed rose ♡ ❥  last week I made a nice big batch of mother essence .. it has a deeply healing vibration .. It’s enhancingly Loving … Lightens & lifts the physical mental & emotional bodies … & clears the aura wonderfully … I’m feeling blessed & honoured that it wished to be made now .. as20140605-211448-76488152.jpg

I haven’t made & sold / received the blessing of energy exchange with the flower essences for many years .. my energy hasn’t been right with caring for an elderly mum with cancer until she passed & my business was no more .. well however much you wish you could be in two places at once .. the heightening vibrations has as yet not made that humanly possible 😉 .. & then somehow trying my best to stay on the outside of family drama all the greed .. lies & well yuck ..just meant ethically for me .. at least .. I wasn’t clear enough to partake in the creation if something of the highest vibrations for all .. Walked away from everything last year .. so .. restart on all ways 🙂20140605-211446-76486633.jpg

The Angels & Guardians have bee rather  pushy for me to make essences again .. this last week seriously pushy about me sharing ..so today in the woods when this breathtaking light came through the trees & expanded into this beautiful rainbow bliss .. clearing the whole area in the process .. it felt like the deva of the rose .. was most solidly present & guardians were showing me the importance of sharing these blessings .. which leaves me at .. the I have no idea how .. as I used to only share / sell / exchange energy with /from the essences with clients that came here .. so ???? so any ideas anyone wish to share with me  would be most welcome ♡ ❥

I’ve Been pondering while making rose perfume today as well  .. well it will be .. perfume .. in some weeks .. from highly scented rose & vodka 😉 .. I know sacrilege to some .. but to me best use of vodka there is .. it doesn’t mess with the scent of the rose 🙂 maybe I should share that too ?? 🙂 but have to see how this turns out first I guess 😉 & still have to add more rose petals & vodka so 😉 the blessings of creation are in progress
Maia

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