Life force and feeling good

Life force and feeling good


Lately I have been hearing from people I would not have expected it from , how much their lives have changed, and how great they feel with, with just having changed a few things with their food and still enjoying every mouthful. How grateful they are not to  have all the pain and problems associated with the medical labels and diagnosis of supposedly lifelong and permanent illness any more.

Like always its shows me that anything and everything can heal. It just has to start from the inside out. From inside of each and every one of us. yes our bodies are that powerful. We are that amazing.

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The best part is: its choice and with or precious and wondrous free will, once we know how, anything is possible to change to what we actually want our health, our wealth, our lives to be.

Its amazing and wonderful isn’t it that we can all be as healthy and feeling as good.

Feel as awesome as we choose too feel ..

The scariest past is .. “Self Responsibility .. which in short is 100% part of our free will and gives us FREEDOM .. so its not really scary  it is amazing .. once we let go of the old malware programme that says its scary.

Think about it … scary malware is shows up the same as all the “normal” drama of “men are all the same” or the opposite from the other sex “women are all the same”. All the old dogmas, lies and mis-information that keeps behaviours alive, behaviours that keeps someone stuck in old patterns that do not serve themselves or anyone else in any way, but just keep repeating the same old painful sad and sorry lessons.

Becoming aware of the malware is essential though, so that we can choose to change it consciously, and take charge of how we feel. Choose better for ourselves, choose awesome.

Once we go “wow” and “thank you”, and step into our power, one part of which is to take responsibility for what we put into our bodies, food and energetically. With energetically I also mean with our thoughts and feelings too. Then, well then, we flourish ..

I just wish everyone would see that, as it can be so very easy to change to feeling good in our lives. Knowing how helps of course, so sometimes getting a little help/support from someone who has been there themselves and knows how to make it easy and effective can be just what is needed.

Which is why we do what we do, having been there, and healed ourselves from autoimmune diseases and extreme pain.

We know what it is like to feel dreadful, low and be overwhelmed, as well as feeling lost with just not knowing what to do. Took us years and years of research, trials and using ourselves as guinea-pigs to get it sussed.

Having become far worse with pharmaceuticals and man made chemicals, as these destroy our gut flora, so they damage our immune systems. Our precious immune systems which our bodies need to heal us completely.

Every trial we had, we now see as a blessing looking back. As now we can help others to have the amazing benefits of feeling wonderful too, and how awesome is that. Loosing weight with ease, no more pain, and so on and on.

What an awesome world it can be, with all living well and in ease, well what can I say I dream big.

Although I do know that in this world with our inherent free will and all, the diversity in every way continues.

If for the only reason that we see the contrast, so that we can choose for ourselves what it is that is for our greatest good.

Healing from the inside out is also making peace with ourselves and the world too I guess ..

Allowing well being as such .. that’s one of the major keys to everyone’s healing.

As so very many of us are taught from early on in life how not to do that .. we were instead taught to obey, to not stick out, to comply, don’t ask the questions that makes authority squirm and so on and on.

However doing just that, asking the questions that make doctors and the rest squirm is essential. It is how we find real truth. How we find real and lasting health and well being. It is where we find freedom in every way.

It starts form the inside, and it grows to teaching ourselves new ways, then as I will be doing a lot more of from now on its about sharing the wisdom so others can heal too.

I do apologise for not writing much through 2016 and until now, I was a little busy reporting to the right authorities being raped as a 4 year old child and dealing with the bureaucratic bla of everything related to that .. which I will also write about very soon, as the core wounds that hold us in the malware programmes have to be cleared so we can truly thrive .. as a teacher and healer this is more essential than anything, as we are far beyond the time of the wounded healer being properly able to function for others healing.

These days the energy is such that we have to be clear and balanced or get ill ourselves, which can be seen all around, all those “healers” getting ill themselves, and I include doctors and all in that statement.

We have to clear and deal with every aspect, as how else than dealing with my own stuff can I be the better me and in so being everything I can possibly be for others.

It was hardcore but worth every blessed minute of expanding. All of which I am looking forward to sharing with you all.

So much to come .. but for now / today ..

I wish you all Beautiful Magical days


021 x HC universe vibrates to frequency of love


Also just published this on our website blog here at Heart Cloud Consultants


Removing Armour … Weight balance

The energy debris from others can is especially troublesome for empathic people. ENERGY BLOCKAGES can take many forms, and our bodies reactions to them can appear as pain, discomfort and illnesses.…

Source: Removing Armour … Weight balance

Love is the Power that HEALS ALL … self respect … self honour .. honours and respects ALL

Love is the Power that HEALS ALL … self respect … self honour  .. honours and respects ALL

There comes a time when we finally honour our own boundaries .. it changes everything… In learning to honour our own lines so to speak we extend UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to ourselves as well .. which is really the only way we can also truly give it to others ..

By Respecting & Honouring  Myself I Honour & Respect another ..

Now say it nice n loud  now & later repeatedly while looking in the mirror  …

By Respecting & Honouring  Myself , I Honour & Respect another

It’s the only way to change the old programming & patterns …look deep into your own eyes .. & really see YOU  … as LOVE … as GOD sees you ..

Every Religion pretty much tailors this basic spiritual law in its own words …

Its the KEY to Self Love & to allowing Unconditional LOVE to flow

When we all remember who we are in in this way … one by one from the inside out .. everything changes … the world changes .. because we are the change .. & there will be PEACE  … because how can it not be with RESPECT & HONOUR ALL AROUND!

456x c film  coexist peace warning high risk of peaceNow there is to keep it clear a very BIG difference .. No a HUGE difference REALLY between … Good & Healthy Self Love & the Selfish love of me myself n I  ..

to me its the difference between .. that worst of garden pests the weevil .. root eating little killer of beauty 😦  ( which would of cause be the selfishness & greed part )


the most breath taking of flowers … or even the most Strong .. n Magnificent Ancient Oak Tree  .. that radiates strength and breathes LOVE as one with Mama Earth many Blessings  .. breathing out LOVE in OXYGEN so we can breathe .. and live in the atmosphere of this little ball of LIFE that’s spinning through space in an unending and unimaginably vast sea of mesmerising beauty..


We are made of the same Magical Beauty … the same Elements are within our Bodies .. every Cell is created with this LOVE .. this LIGHT … this LIFE FORCE of Source..

Now how can we possible dishonour that ..once we  know ?

Dishonouring ourselves …is dishonouring another … it is dishonouring our planet … it is dishonouring God / Source  … (in which ever words are used to describe it in what ever religion )

image from NASA
image from NASA

Being less than in any way gives nothing to anyone .. it merely feeds the drama .. or to put it bluntly lets Sweet LOVE be trampled & hurt  .. Leaving those who hold the sweet LOVE feeling tired .. no exhausted would be a better description .. in pain & even ill ..

Let “less than” GO … let it & anyone & anything vibrating at a lesser vibration than LOVE go with love & I can highly recommend it .. Really its not deserting those we know as such .. its giving them the chance to see.. from a distance … some see better from a distance … and can than take better choices for themselves. because simply we can not help anyone change  or Heal .. unless they want to change and heal themselves first! (A major lesson for a caring person this .. but really its just getting out of Sources way & letting free will choose)

it’s not just respecting yourself .. It’s respecting & honouring those you let go too .. Letting them find their way in their own way & time  ….

By BEING the CHANGE … just LIVING .. just BEing

but just cause we choose to live love .. to BE the CHANGE from within .. does not mean we have to accept disrespect .. In any way ..

in fact it means that if we accept disrespect we are not the love .. nor can we truly give it .. just sayin ..

In my experience standing fully in the POWER OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE makes the bullies among others who choose lesser vibrations cower from just a whisper & even a look of REAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.



IT MUST BE RESPECTED by all & for ALL ..

& it comes and flourishes from the INSIDE OUT

it sees no colour .. it sees no doctrine .. IT SIMPLY JUST IS .. the SOURCE of ALL  .. it’s LIFE .. the LIFE FORCE that fuels & IS us all

You are beautiful .. You are Wonderful



SOUL Awakening …. anxiety and well all dis- EASE really .. what is it on this earth journey …. Ignoring our Souls shouts … our HEARTS … our TRUE PATHS …

SOUL Awakening …. anxiety and well all dis- EASE really .. what is it on this earth journey  …. Ignoring our Souls shouts … our HEARTS … our TRUE PATHS …

Anxiety … what is it on this earth  journey ….. or being in or with any dis -EASE in our lives …
a call of the SOUL … to let yourself in … to let go fears they are manufactured … and part of the whole messy drama of manipulation …. taught to us so early by societies, families, school’s and so on … the fears to keep us less than ….

There is enough stuff out there for the self help and coping with anxiety these days … but coping with just feels all wrong to me …. that would be the dis …… setting in and hindering the EASE ... We are NOT supposed to allow this … WE are eternal SOUL’s and we know better  … this Beautiful Body that we inhabit  .. on this amazing planet ..”starship” EARTH … our DNA hold all the answers … all the HEALING when connected to SOURCE … we accept and pour enough LIGHT in and we SHINE.

We are one little microcosm each and every one of us …. of CREATIONS magic of ALL that IS … are we really so whacked on the noggin by sad sorry learnt behaviour .. that we are so far up our own arses that we believe that SOURCE … CREATOR of ALL that is …. has sorted us out lower end or mediocre DNA .. SOURCE CODES 🙂 .. on and  within this magical journey of LIFE …. OH YEAH ..sure … my sarcasm can see that … yip … let hide behind behind doctrines … and well anything that has and is thrown at us … so we don’t have to SEE .. KNOW .. and FLOW WITH EASE …. cause yip thats just what all the masters .. Buddha.. Krishna… Christ… Mohammed.. Allah..GOD ..  taught .. ..SO NOT … that is however what most doctrines teach … well they teach the love .. but fill it with so much fear .. that a bod can turn itself inside out and do no right … this is mere man made DRAMA .. and POWER STRUGGLES of those that cant connect properly to source … or just will not do the work on self to clear space for and in the HEART .. for the TRUE SOUL ..all that we …all really are … in and off CREATORS image … & with SOURCE /CREATORS knowing of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE  in out HEARTS just waiting to BLOOM


Blocks to this blooming … YIKES … there are many and all around …. Now I shouldn’t  mention pharma industry n drugs … but I can’t help it 😉 .. its on the list of has become “pet’s 😉 to my sarcasm” .. and the HUGE HELLOOOOOOOOOO  … and “KNOCK knock on wood of the old noggins I sooooo want to do on this one …. HMMMM …. WELL … when you done some research .. well over and over … and see the trail … the cover ups … see all that they try to keep hidden .. one drug that doesn’t work to fix another … more drug addicts on pharma prescriptions from docs than on illegal drugs in the world … thats somewhat scary don’t you think? …. well …. and know that all the money … just goes to a handful at the top of the pyramid of force and power … well how many BILLIONS have gone into cancer research and they are still treating with the same thing in the same doses as when they first tried it … only now unlike it being the last option than and most were actually sorted and cured with natural things like colloidal silver and the like … they pump folks full of poison .. YIKES … and well most of the more cancer now then than … just ask ONE question …. CHEMICALS in food … vs what NATURE intended of the old ways …. same umbrella companies supply it the pesticides etc … as the drugs the docs prescribe … now I don’t know about you … for me that has so many RED flags … its INSANE ..and leaves so many ???????????????????????????????

Hmmm …right SO the top of the money pyramid is the little tinsy wincy handful… that own and produce all weapons ..drugs and oil .. its a bit like OH MY G G .. … REALLY SERIOUSLY …. & AAAAAAA … to the horror of the thought that money … well GREED determines .. our health and wellbeing if we allow it to … stay blinkered and uninformed … & seriously ..YIKES …  S*** … F*** .. & Bloody well Pooooooooooooooo … & really we don’t have to look far either … but you have to see for yourself and do your own research .. it has much more of a WOW & TRANSFORMATIONAL effect when you get it then ….. so no point me going on about it … go Look … you’ll see !

My hats off to in a big way  … & DEEP GRATITUDE to … and really BLESS all those amazing scientists and doctors out there who stand up and tell the TRUTH … and stand by beautiful honourable principles of LOVE & TRUTH even though the pharma industry can spend millions on smear campaigns … their TRUTH is far more POWERFUL …than all the hidden GREED agendas … when seen and heard … SO … REALLY … HOPE is all around us for Beautiful AWAKENINGS of ALL who choses …

I have to add … it is sad though that greed gets such a huge say still in our world … and even sader … mass media .. will report the smear … YUCK … but REAL TRUTH … that seems to not fit with whom ever’s money they hold in their grubby little paws 😦 … so news … isnt news these days we have to go look for ourselves … find the real stories … and in that respect … bless the net .. n google etc too 🙂 ❤

Oh right .. back to topic 🙂

The thing is  … my HEART …keeps saying its much simpler than that … so I’m just going to say what the intuition and heat is bouncing to say 🙂 .. what comes to me the loudest from my heart … is … our ancestry .. our genes .. DNA …. the inner knowing.

Its like our bodies … are rebelling  ….           and our SOUL is shouting fro us to hear … to find ourselves … and BE all that we are here to be …

Here is a question for you ……. and your SOUL knows all TRUTH .. so 🙂 ….. what if its not truly anxiety as its labeled by docs and society … supposed “normal life” … or any other dis- EASE …. but a call for your vision quest so to speak … your shadow side … the all that you are  … that you PLEASE go about your finding and connecting to your true soul ….all that you are .. and what you have truly come here to do …. be ❤

The less we listen … the more the dis ….. part gets … but when we listen .. and choose to see hear feel … BE the EASE part gains higher and higher ground!

In the dark … there really is nothing to fear .. LIGHT ILLUMINATES IT …. so CHOOSE LIGHT & really see your “shadow “self … the half of you that you deny … YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT … a Creation of Source in Source Light …. this is what we find in the Void …. the place that when we first look seems dark and filled with shadows … our own and other peoples … but when we venture in its LIGHT and all our fear when seen in LOVE LIGHT just helps us see all .. and be all and flow with LOVE as there is no fear .. it was an ILLUSION all along ❤

it first happened to me over 20 years ago … well truly consciously that is .. used to go to void all the time as a child 🙂 ❤ .. so it wasn’t new as such … but darn …as an adult !!!! …..The first times it activates the FIGHT or FLIGHT thing within us so strongly … its like all horror movies and well darkness and all our fears is having a party all at once .. so yip like what docs describe as an anxiety attach … till we just walk through the open door  … just go through it  … out the other side …and find that the dark isn’t dark at all but its the entrance within us all to the GREAT MYSTERY  …. to SOURCE itself … and it connects us more to all that is ❤ …. to SOURCE .. to LIGHT … to LOVE !

Well this is WHY WE Andreas & I do what we do … cause we know .. having done it the hard way so to speak … and studies so many ways .. to start with just to figure out that we weren’t nuts so to speak ….  cause the pressure of fear always felt so fake … all the drama and manipulations …. when LOVE & just TRUTH is so simple … uncomplicated … TRUTH can always be recognised … the separate stories .. always connect somehow and all is seen … truth just fills in and expands on the differences … well thats how I see and recognise it anyways  …. having and still do our own journey in void … guiding others through to find their true selves … collect up all the soul pieces at times and       again be whole … is such a beautiful amazing blessing to share … finding purpose … letting HEART soar … ALL Beautiful Blessings to see …

AH YES …..  its a Beautiful JOURNEY we are ALL ON 🙂

finding our LOVE LIGHT  ….  SHINING Uniquely .. & feeling as ONE

Always much LOVE


Spirulina .. my little EXPERIMENT … if I knew it looked like never mind smelt like back then, I would oh so NOT have accepted that it was supposedly … oh so good for me YIKES !

Spirulina .. my little EXPERIMENT …  if I knew it looked like never mind smelt like back then, I would oh so NOT have accepted that it was supposedly … oh so good for me YIKES !

Spirulina ever wondered what almost a kilo in a big bin with water would look like ..makes me wonder why the h*** I took it in raw juices for years .. YIKES ..I’d almost forgotten about putting it out in the shed a few years ago with the thought of plant food ..well now I’m almost hearing some whys & even grinding teeth from the super healthy readers  .. Hmm yip that was me too .. None of anything that wasn’t certified and certificated.. heck I was eb=ven going along the research in triplicate thing before trying or eating anything 🙂 ..hmmm .. & well cardboard as food so didn’t cut it for me 😉 .. .although I stuck it for 5 years as a vegan before the need for JOY and pleasure in all energy intake found me 🙂 % years wedged in the middle of vegetarian me 🙂 ..AH yes  … but seriously .. Spirulina ..



All I’m saying is .. fish have for the last 16-17 years tasted only of metal to me, both before becoming completely vegetarian … and after the just vegetarian face after the vegan sad patch.. OH yikes .. yes.. yes  fish I have now and then kept trying, and have had some just incase it would taste the way I remember from childhood … but nope still metal … strongly of metal and more and more so too.

Well the fishies they eat this stuff .. this magical Spirulina stuff helps to clean our oceans … so ?????  .. So just how healthy is it actually .. for humans …. 5 years as a vegan .. eating mostly raw & only organic +++ you know all the trimmings .. and with all the comments and remarks that most obsessed with the health thing have and use .. so far from unique .. but for me it made me feel tired & ill mostly .. but that’s another story … 🙂  another story for another time is also eating only super healthy .. no fat no this .. no that .. never made me loose an ounce of weight neither but that as it turned out was all because my swelling out in my 20’s was armour .. armor in a big way against all gremlins and boggarts 😉 in my life back then, a kinda version of hiding my light so deeply within myself … that darkness wouldn’t find it .. and… well you know for another time …  I’m on the spirulina and sea trail here 🙂 .. yip so I am 😉

The sea is as we know a dumping ground for big business & our governments agree to this yuck ..  + all the atomic testing they have all done  … etc and sooo much more over the years .. well ???????????? & a lot of them question marks with attitude …are on my mind and in my heart..  also my intuition (heart) as well as my take (mind) on spirulina is .. yip this is amazing stuff it’s cleaning our oceans .. but all that cleaning they do … makes them more and more toxic … they beautiful little organisms ..they are stores the toxins in themselves.

My guess is eventually between sun …and water with natures aid all will be wondrous again … if humans will but allow that … and stop polluting in all ways…. but until pollution is managed to me these little blessings of nature … just feel like poison to my bodys systems.

In the same way I wouldn’t dream of consuming a mc’donalds or burger king or any other ready made consumable for that matter …. anything with a sell by date longer than nature intended … is as I see it only for bodily sticking around longer … ather the time when I pop my clogs .. the spirit does a little dance and leaves the physical behind … well  I don’t want it to stick around on the slap for weeks and then pollute nature … whoopsee & yep I know a little morbid humor .. but  I find the major change in the decaying process from pre world war 2 of around 3 days … to weeks and weeks in some case and that’s scientifically proven, that these days that most humans bodies have the same sell by date after soul departure so to speak as long life junk food .. YIKES  .. NOW  that rattles my brain ..and my heart and soul in ways I not sure I can describe in words  … I might attempt to one day … but it might be one of those shouts from the rooftops .. of ARE YOU SERIOUS …. REALLY …. YOU HAVE NO ???????????????????? about this shit !!!!!!!!!! ….. but for now I will get back to spirulina 😉 🙂 yip so I will ..and STAY on target.. “cause I can I know I can LOL”

So well I stopped taking spirulina years ago now because … that I kept telling myself that it was supposed to be so very healthy & oh so good for me ..was the direct opposite to what it felt like to me …. to what my intuition ..senses and my heart most clearly said NO not so good …hmmm so ooo well I’d best not go on .. cause well as you’ve noticed by now its linked to some big topics for me … also greed and corruption … using gullibility and neediness as well as also those genuinely in need of rebuilding their health and wellbeing ….. To me a lot of things seem to be using the innocent as a launching pad for yet more to grab money for .. without an actual care about any one or anything … but business and profits …………..JUST WORTH A THOUGHT DON’T YOU THINK ? of cause these days most of the health food stuff are owned by the pharmaceuticals and /or the few large conglomerates … which well makes it seriously suspect to me … along with not just a little bit scary … & raises even more questions … cause those that sell us the medicines produce the toxins and poisons that spray our food and gardens and has all around uses  … its a bit like they f*** you up with one had basically to sell you cures / medicines with the other ….

& if nothing else has made you wonder this thick green smelly foam that was created putting almost a KG of ORGANIC Spirulina (from a natural and reputable sellers/ supplier here in the UK I might add) .. put in a big bin and water from the hose pipe flow in filling it up .. the foam .. at first a scary monster .. half the bin full and expanding … had to add water little by little as it settled down   … well its very shiny .. made me seriously wonder … about so many things … but seeing this made me feel pretty sick to my stomach with the thought I’d consumed it for so many years … YIKES

Now my plants though that’s a different story .. especially the roses they will love it & be most happy with it indeed  .. Flourish even … I left it to sit for a few days .. and get REALLY really SMELLY .. it had attitude thats for sure .. it got to the point that I was abandoned with it …having refuse to aid in my attempt to close in on the bin without gagging … I distinctly heard the words .. you made it … and from over his shoulder he called  I’ll go cook dinner now … let you get on with it …hmmm .. & HA 😉  ….. well …. it was one of those times I sooo blessed the ability of deeeeeeeeep pranic  breathing …. slow and not to mention the ability of just  holding it .. counting slooooooooowly 13 😉  and so forth 😉 HA ….. the stuff I got on my hands looked shiny in the sunlight metallic but seriously I had no time for cameras …wanted it done fast and get washed up quick as  LOL

The stench was …so far beyond disgusting  … now I live in the country ..and in the village we are pretty used to slurry on the fields very close by  ..its not nice in any way the spreading of the moo moo phooooo…  but its tolerable with a little extra incense the windows can even stay open …but with this stuff ..well it was so bad the neighbours all shut their windows … the cook in the kitchen was running around the house shutting windows barricading himself in side while trying to hold his breath and somehow make stronger smelling and tasting food than the imposing outside super odor 😉   … and at some point returning to the breathing on the inside somehow 😉

Im guessing you by now have figured out that I don’t do thing by halves 😉 HA … it was so bad I will sooooo never do it again :)and thats almost a promise 😉  .. hmmm but of course then there is the precious garden roses and magical growing nature who all wondrous bless my space … this stuff sure helps these bautiful babies of mama nature.. as they magically honour our presence and mama nature at the same time … It made the and plants in the garden expand their magic … the last two weeks or so since I did the deed…. its been like watching super grow in action … the magic of mama earth / cosmos and Sources love light sure is Awesome. …. The way nature clears all the toxins … breathes in the CO2 & breaths out sharing with us… giving us our precios O oxygen OOOOO 🙂 so we can thrive to 🙂 Mama Nature shes beyond Magical and Wondrous .. JUST ALL HEALING in ALL WAYS ❤ All we have to do is connect and allow and she will aid us too ❤