I was writing this post yesterday .. and of all the subjects … sitting there pondering and staring at the screen … mad drama … xmas .. and pictures of the horror of the clip of the black friday sales … people stamping each other with some ending up in hospital … YIKES ..this whole Greedfest .. I never have got it …. but this year … Its been in my head a lot .. especially when I see or sense the unhappiness … sadness ..and major stress thats actually what most feel …… I have caught myself a lot this year .. just calling a spade a spade .. over the mad humbug of christmas ….
I guess its the being so ruddy different from everyone else .. it meant xmas was always approached with a deep heavy sigh …. but always politely … way to politely … YIKES … in hindsight … ooo my my gentle politeness … was a bit like being a smorgaars bord for the true vampires ..the Drama queens n kings … a bit like here is my Life Force .. all nicely dished up … Energy ..and all my unconditional LOVE … please feel free to leave me exhausted .. drained …. even ILL ….Hmmmm & all for what I believed was keeping the PEACE …. ooo darn it took me a long time to learn .. if you try and stop the mud slinging .. you end up being the target from both sides of the energy war .. Yuck …
OOO yip that bits even juicier … when as a sensitive you get in the middle ..of warring Drama queen parties so to speak .. trying with kindness … understanding … and gentle loving blessings to get some LOVE into the equation … or even funnier … explaining my way … agreeing to disagree ..as when all was given a chance to be heard there was always more of interest and for blessed learning and expansion … enhancing the knowing and expanding the beauty of life … by seeing if from so many perspectives … OO my … something I LOVE & honour in me and those that can /do …. but double YIKES amidst sleepers it was mainly just a power zap … leaving me having to clean and clear my energy in the deepest ways after and spending some time getting back to strength .. oo way to many years I did that ..
Well first words I saw today … was “The Wild Woman an endangered species” … it was just perfect .. for what I needed to see really .. there was a picture of a Wolf & woman sharing space …. free to honour and love the part n each others soul that is tuned to the knowing of Nature … of Earth … of Source , the ALL that IS.
It was a very appropriate picture and words for how and why I’ve been catching myself of late … the just calling a spade a spade … or as its been a xmas thing for me … all those xmas questions … comments and the like … all a wondering if your ready for the event … and always they look tired … drained … sad … or just plain STRESSED ..and wishing the day had been and gone …
well gone are the days I’d just say the expected thing …. 😉 HA … the funniest looks I’ve had form the words …. ooo …… aa oh NO .. I opted out …. we do our own thing now …. I never really get around to the next bit .. of … we’re giving thanks and focusing the energy of the season as every day on compassion and love and very pleased we’ve left the GREEDFEST behind 😉 …. cause the blank expressions … shocked from not knowing what to say … when the words are not in the normal script .. 😉 comes with to my feeling centres … of does not compute / do not understand ….. whether they hear that last bit or not …. most of the time ..deep sleepers just keep on chatting as if … I really have just followed the “normal” script … as the energy is changing so rapidly these days … the connection to source energy … depening . … the divide between the old and the new way is becoming more and more obvious in daily life ..
Then there is the feeling .. and I get this from oo so many .. this year particularly … I can practically hear the thoughts of .. OH god I wish … I could do that ..opt out … and they get a kinda longing look on their faces … that pushes away the blank and numb thats used to camouflage the Stressed panic .. thats there because of all the demands that is placed on them or they place on themselves …
that stuff you know when folks are running around preparing for the big day … and this is not just an xmas happening … there are many reasons in the madness of the human drama that has folks running around the hamster wheel at full tilt as if they might actually get somewhere … anywhere .. and not just to exhausted so they cant enjoy what they are running for in the first place … but thats from those partly awake beings that realise ..oo so much … but keep hoping they are wrong … cause dealing with the innerself … is the most mind blowing awe inspiring wow ride you can get … but getting on is a we bit like looking at the worst coaster there is and thinking …. AAAAAA no freaking way 😉 LOL
The place I guess they are all terrified to be within … the inner silence … stillness .. peace … the sacred space within from which reborn in our true VALUE & standing in our POWER the wild woman and the Wolf … Goddess & Nature .. Earth Sun Moon Stars and all that is communicated as ONE … where our earth song is sung .. our true essence known
Once we connect so deeply to our HEARTS & Soul …the giving power away …. is NO LONGER … from this beautiful place of knowing our VALUE … when truly centered within we become ONE with all .. with TRUTH … LOVE .. honour and integrity … OOOO SOOOO scary really … the knowing of self … 🙂
but on the road of way to many ways to be giving our POWER away … .. KNOWING SELF is essential in finding out how not to … Its an Interesting … and can be as long and hard a journey .. or as short and magical a journey .. as it takes us to find … see and honour our OWN VALUE .. our HEARTS ..connect to our SOUL while living this earth life … Connecting to & BEing .. the POWER of all that we are … all that we have been .. and all that we will BE.
The beautiful thing about being there is the blessed ability to completely disconnection from the lower vibrations .. of sleepers … & xmas drama.
May you ALL be Blessed with the connection to your true selves .. the freedom to love and respect yourselves and ALL .. as ALL of who and what you are .. Uniquely wonderfully you… Blessings of Goodwill Compassion LOvE LIGHT to you ALL ..
Namaste ❤ Maia